Love train
Title: Love Train
Author: christelle143
Pairing: HikaruxSho (coat west)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5479
Summary: Love comes in a weird way. Sometimes you find love even if you’re just riding a train.
A.N. Birthday fic for ate genin! As requested by alley :D comment = love :D
“Fuck!” Hikaru felt the impact of someone suddenly bumping onto him.
As soon as he looked up, a young man in his 20’s offered his hand onto him while apologizing repeatedly. “Gomenasai! I didn’t mean to bump onto you.”
He pushed the hand away and stood up on his own. “Next time watch where you’re going!”
Hikaru looked at the young guy intending to scold him more but as soon as he looked at the guy’s eyes his intention flew out of the window
Sho held out his hand and waited for Hikaru to take it. “I’m Sho.”
“Hikaru.”
Men in black suites suddenly came up to them and took Sho’s arm. Out of instinct, Hikaru punched the guy in the jaw and pulled Sho with him.
He didn’t know why he was doing this. He didn’t even know why he suddenly had the urge to protect Sho but all he knew was that he didn’t want Sho to get in trouble.
Sho felt astounded. It was the first time that somebody had protected him from his father’s bodyguards. He still remembered the time when his father found out about his secret job as an AV star.
Sighing Sho pulled Hikaru to a stop. “Listen, I’m grateful that you let me escape but I think we’ve lost them already. Besides, why did you bring me to a train station?”
Hikaru suddenly turned around and looked at Sho, “What do you mean? What do you think train stations are for? I brought you here because I want you to leave this place.”
Sho’s mouth opened wide at Hikaru’s words. “You mean you want me to leave?”
“Either that or you have to go back and face those bodyguards again.”
Hikaru turned around to leave until he felt a soft pull on the back of his shirt.
“I’m scared of trains. Ride with me.”
“Listen…” His words were suddenly cut off when he saw the tears start to form from Sho’s eyes. Hikaru was shocked but he knew that maybe something traumatizing had happened to Sho making him scared of trains.
Sighing, Hikaru took Sho’s hand in his and went to ride the train. Couples crowded them making it hard for them to move around.
Sho was still shaking and it didn’t help that he was being pushed by the people around him. Hikaru looked at him and pulled Sho closer to him, wrapping his arms around him and holding tight onto the pole behind him.
“Forget them. Don’t mind the people here. Just don’t think about it. Forget that you’re even on a train. Just keep your eyes focused on something else.”
Sho’s heart started to beat really fast. His eyes were roaming around Hikaru’s face staring at his eyes, his nose, his cheeks and finally on his lips. He felt his eyes staying glued onto Hikaru’s lips. His lips were full and they were dry. At that moment, Sho could give everything just to be able to lick Hikaru’s lips.
He closed his eyes as he imagined Hikaru’s lips kissing him, his tongue playing with Hikaru’s, dancing in tune with their heart beat.
Hikaru looked at Sho and his face suddenly turned red. Sho had his eyes closed and he just looked delectable. His lips were beckoning to him like they wanted to be kissed.
“We are now arriving at the Shibuya station.”~
The voice over woke up both Hikaru and Sho from their trance leaving them dumb founded. They looked away from each other, both heavily embarrassed with their thoughts.
Soon enough they reached their destination and had to switch trains. Luckily the new train was spacious and they could finally have chairs to sit on. At first, Hikaru sat far from Sho, scared that he might get the urge to jump Sho again.
He didn’t know why he was having these thoughts. Sure, he liked guys but it was the first time that someone had that kind of effect on him. He could barely contain his thoughts. He wanted to jump Sho right then and there.
Shaking his head, Hikaru called the lady with the push cart and bought some snacks.
Sho wasn’t as calm as Hikaru. Trains really freaked him out. Ever since his mom died, he couldn’t bear the thought of riding a train. Sighing, he pulled his legs up to shoulder level and hugged them tight.
Hikaru could see Sho curling up in a ball. He felt sorry for the guy. He knew that Sho was scared as hell to ride the train but he just couldn’t bring himself to sit beside the guy.
Finally, Sho couldn’t handle it anymore. The pressure was getting to him and he started breathing erratically. He stood up and went near to Hikaru.
“Can I sit beside you?” asked Sho.
Hikaru looked at him and nodded. “Sure, just let me sleep.”
He knew it was a lie. Hikaru wasn’t sleepy but he was hot and every time he looks at Sho he can’t help but imagine Sho’s lips moving against his. How would it feel like?
Sho was right. As soon as he sat next to Hikaru, he could feel the older guy suddenly become stiff. It was really weird and really out of line.
“Hikaru, I know I’m inconveniencing you but if you have a problem with me I hope that you could just be man enough to tell me rather than get stiff every time I get near you.”
Sho crossed his arms and stood up to sit far away from Hikaru but as soon as he stood up Hikaru grabbed his arm and pulled him into the small tight bathroom.
As soon as the door closed, Sho’s back hit the wall and Hikaru was in front of him. “What the hell?!”
Hikaru gritted his teeth and said, “You really want to know what my problem is?! My problem is not that you’re with me. My problem is that I just met you and you drive me fucking crazy!”
He crushed his lips against Sho’s forcefully and kissed him hard. Sho was shocked at Hikaru’s doings but the lips on his felt oddly nice. The roughness in Hikaru’s kiss made Sho’s knees turn to jell-o and he had to lean on to Hikaru for support.
The kiss started out rough but as soon as Sho relaxed it turned passionate. Hikaru moved his lips a bit more against Sho’s earning a moan from the later guy.
His tongue playfully brushed Sho’s lower lip silently asking for entrance but Sho wanted a little game so he shut his lips tight. Hikaru got the clue and playfully roamed his hands around Sho’s back in a slow rhythm. His hands went up then down and lower until he was able to fondle Sho’s behind.
As soon as his hands reached Sho’s ass, he cupped them hard earning a gasp from Sho. Hikaru smirked and thrushes his tongue inside Sho’s mouth entangling his tongue with Sho’s in a slow dance of their own. However, the sweet kiss wasn’t enough for both of them. Hikaru wanted more and so did Sho.
Hikaru’s hand traveled over to the front of Sho’s shirt pulling it. Sho took the hint and pulled his shirt over his head but Hikaru wanted something else. He took both of Sho’s hand in his and tied them together with his belt.
“Wha. . .what are you doing?! Let me go!” Sho struggled to get free but Hikaru didn’t budge. Instead he let his tongue travel around Sho’s neck, licking and biting on some spots. Sho couldn’t concentrate anymore. He surrendered to Hikaru’s teasing, letting his moans leave his mouth.
Hikaru put his finger over Sho’s lips and said, “Shh. . .You wouldn’t want anyone to hear you right?”
Unable to speak, Sho nodded and arched his head back to let Hikaru gain more access to his creamy skin.
Hikaru playfully licked Sho neck, enjoying the almost strawberry like taste of Sho’s skin.
“You’re just too tasty! I could eat you up all day,” gasped Hikaru as he continued to lick Sho’s soft skin. He made his way over to Sho’s ear and playfully bit his outer ear.
Sho arched his back when Hikaru licked the underside of his ear. As Hikaru leaned in, he delicately nibbled on Sho’s ear.
“Do you wanna know what I wanna do to you?” asked Hikaru. Unable to answer, Sho nodded.
“I want to fuck you so hard that you lose your mind. I want you to suck my cock and feel your pretty little lips work their way around me. I want to shove my dick so deep into you that you feel me all over. I want you so bad Sho!” Hikaru’s husky voice resonated deep within Sho that it sent chills all over his body.
Sho’s cock immediately turned hard at Hikaru’s words.
“Hika. . .hikaru . . . more. . .” moaned Sho.
Hikaru grabbed Sho by his hair and pushed him down. “You want more? Suck me off first.”
Smirking, Sho used his teeth to slightly nip at Hikaru’s covered erection. Even with clothes on him, he could feel that Hikaru was a big man. He nipped lightly at the tight fabric covering his delicious treat.
He looked up at Hikaru with his cute eyes and smiled, “Hikaru, could you please get your pants off so that I could suck you off?”
Hikaru moaned at Sho’s words and pushed his pants off of him. Once his pants were completely off, Sho leaned in and nipped at Hikaru’s boxers.
“Hikaru. . .take your boxers off too. I want to taste you.”
Sho’s words made Hikaru feel tingles all the way to his spine. He immediately pulled his boxers off and pulled Sho near him.
Hikaru’s cock was big. Probably the biggest that Sho had seen but he was determined to please Hikaru. First, he made a playful lick on the slit of Hikaru’s dick, tasting him. He dragged his tongue up and down Hikaru’s length making sure to pay attention to the underside of his dick.
His tongue traveled lower towards Hikaru’s balls, suckling them one by one. He then took Hikaru’s length in his mouth as deep as he could and sucked hard.
“Oishii. . .Hikaru no Oishii. . .” moaned Sho.
Hikaru felt the vibration of Sho’s throat on his hard member, making him shiver from delight. The feeling of him being sucked of hardly by Sho made him even harder until he was at the point of cumming.
Pulling away, Hikaru pulled Sho to stand up giving him a deep kiss tasting himself in the process. He pulled Sho’s pants and boxers down and quickly took Sho’s hard length into his mouth sucking hard.
Hikaru desperately wanted to enter Sho but he knew that without preparation it would hurt like hell and hurting Sho was one of the last things he wanted to do.
With his husky voice he lightly whispered, “I want to enter you so bad Sho but I don’t want to hurt you. I’m going to prepare you but since I didn’t bring any lube it might hurt. I want you to be a good boy and be quiet. There are still people outside.”
Sho nodded and leaned to put his weight on the wall.
Hikaru kissed Sho again but only for a while. He kissed his way down licking Hikaru’s nipples. He suckled them one by one. His fingers made their way towards Sho’s mouth motioning him to lick it.
Softly, he licked Hikaru’s finger and sucked them in. His tongue licked his finger over and over again, tasting the saltiness from him.
Hikaru pulled his fingers back and touched Sho’s twitching hole. He pushed his finger in lightly. Bit by bit, he pushed in. He could feel Sho tense but trying to relax.
“Relax Sho. I’ll take care of you.” He pushed in deeper until his finger was knuckle deep.
He twisted his finger around for a while until he brushed against a certain spot making Sho moan out loud.
Laughing, Hikaru caressed that spot, dragging his finger against it again and again. He slowly pulled his finger out and pushed it back in now with a companion.
With two fingers inside him, Sho’s back was arched up. He was moaning incoherent words.
“Uhhhh. . .Hikaru . . . stop . . . don’t. . Ugh. . .”
Hikaru chuckled lightly and said, “Tell me what you want Sho.”
“I want . . . ugh . . . i want you in me NOW!”
He immediately pulled his finger out and positioned himself in Sho’s hole. He slowly pushed in moaning from the tightness that surrounded him.
Sho felt the pressure within his hole. He felt full, almost about to tear. It hurt but it also helped that Hikaru was being gentle. Hikaru wasn’t moving in order to give time for Sho to get used to him.
The tightness nearly drove Hikaru to insanity. Sho wasn’t a virgin that’s for sure but there was something in the way he moved. It felt like they were two puzzle pieces that fit together immediately.
“Fucking tight!” moaned Hikaru.
Sho could feel Hikaru’s length hitting his prostrate lightly making him shiver but he wanted more. The pain he felt was nothing. He could feel the pleasure clouding his brain making him go crazy.
Soon, Sho let his body loose and move on its own. He moved against Hikaru pulling the hard length in and out of his hole.
“Harder Hikaru!” moaned Sho.
Hikaru smiled and whispered, “Hold tight!”
He braced himself against the wall and slammed hard against Sho. He pulled out and pushed in hard. His thrusts were hard and accurate hitting his prostrate over and over again.
Sho was going crazy with the pleasure that he was experiencing. The way Hikaru was moving against him made him swim with lust.
“Hikaru. . .Motto!” moaned Sho.
Hikaru gladly obliged hitting Sho’s prostrate with another hard thrust. He could feel himself going over the edge but he didn’t want to go yet. He wanted this moment to last, this short moment of pleasure.
He took Sho’s hard length in his hands and touched him in tune with his hard thrusts.
“Hika. . .Hikaru!” moaned Sho. He dragged his nails on Hikaru’s back making lines that were angry red. His mind was clouded with pleasure. Each time
“I can’t . . . can’t . . . last . . . fuck!” Hikaru continued slamming into Sho’s ass.
Sho moved even faster making Hikaru lose his control and move faster. Sho’s thrust matched perfectly with Hikaru’s. Their rhythm drove each other crazy.
“I’m . . . ugh . . . cumming!” moaned Sho. He pumped his length harder until white fluid shot out of his slit onto his stomach.
Hikaru moved faster, losing himself in the crazy rhythm that he set out until he couldn’t hold it in anymore. He pulled out and pumped his length, ejaculating on Sho’s chest.
Breathing hard, Sho pulled some tissue from the nearby compartment and wiped the cum of his chest. They straightened their shirts and walked out of the room, hand in hand.
People were staring at them, perhaps already aware of what went on between the two in the lavatory of the train. However, Hikaru and Sho could care less. They ignored the people and went back to their seats acting as if nothing happened.
“Gomen,” said Hikaru finally breaking the silence between them.”
Sho looked at Hikaru questioningly. “Why apologize?”
Embarrassed, Hikaru looked away and stared into the trees outside his window instead. His chest felt tight. He was flushed because of what he was feeling.
Tired of being ignored, Sho took Hikaru’s chin and forced him to face Sho.
“Listen here, I know that we aren’t exactly friends but at least stop ignoring me. Just tell me what’s wrong with me so I can fix it.”
Sho let go of Hikaru’s chin and looked down, “I don’t exactly have friends. My dad had me home schooled. I was never allowed to leave home so every night I would sneak out.”
Hikaru listened patiently to Sho. Giving soft pats on his shoulder when he felt like it.
“Hikaru, my mom died in a train accident and ever since my dad was paranoid. He would never let me out of his sight. All the things that he did were to keep me safe. I knew that he meant well but every time I make a friend he shoos them away. I only had one friend but I screwed it up.”
Soft sobs left Sho as he continued on his story. “A few months ago, my friend brought me to this movie company. He said that they made movies that sell really well and the director wanted to meet me. I wanted to make money on my own so I could leave me house and finally have a life of my own but I never knew that the movie would be an adult movie.”
Hikaru gasped in shock, “You . . . you’re a porn actor?”
Nodding, Sho continued on with his tale. “It was the first time I’ve known real pleasure that’s why I loved doing it. I had partners who took really good care of me.”
Hikaru’s hand left Sho’s shoulder and made its way to his cheek, silently caressing and removing the tears that were slowly falling.
“I know that you won’t understand but I just want to have a friend who I can talk to. Even just for a while, before I get caught by my dad. Please pretend to be my friend.”
Hikaru gently pulled his hand off Sho’s face and held his hand instead.
“Sho, I know you’ve had a rough time and honestly I don’t know what to say. I wasn’t ignoring you because I didn’t like you. I was ignoring you because if I didn’t I would jump you again and I feel like crap for taking advantage of you.”
Sho blushed to a crimson red, “You don’t find me disgusting?”
“Why would I?” asked Hikaru.
Happiness overflowed in Sho’s heart and Hikaru could see it in his eyes. Sho leaned in and captured Hikaru’s lips, losing himself in the kiss.
“I’m really sorry for taking advantage of you a while ago. It’s actually the reason why I avoided you. I was shocked because I couldn’t stop myself from . . . uhm, taking you. . .” Hikaru blushed a certain shade of crimson red.
Sho smiled at him and went back to kissing Hikaru’s lips. “I forgot to thank you for saving me a while ago.”
“How would you repay me?” asked Hikaru.
Sho’s fingers started dancing down Hikaru’s shoulders, squeezing his arms a few times. Leaning in to Hikaru’s ear, Sho whispered.
“Hmmm, sexual favors?” Sho nipped at Hikaru’s ear, lightly grazing his teeth along the outer core.
Hikaru moaned from the pain that brought pleasure to him. The teeth grazing his ear brought his erection back to life. Sho giggled at the sight of Hikaru’s erection, lightly touching him through his pants.
“Sto. . .Stop . . . ugh . . . fuck, Sho stop.” Hikaru pulled away from Sho’s hand.
Giggling more, Sho came closer to Hikaru’s face.
Hikaru looked away and blushed. “We’re at a public place!”
Leaning away from Hikaru, Sho sighed. “I guess you’ll have to wait until we get to a hotel room.”
Hikaru laughed at Sho’s words until he saw Sho unconsciously lick his lips. Making Hikaru remember the blowjob he had received a few minutes ago. Squirming around, Hikaru couldn’t find a comfortable place.
Finally, he gave up and turned around to sleep. He closed his eyes and imagined himself in a peaceful place.
*FEW HOURS LATER*
Sho shook Hikaru a few times waking the boy up. “Hikaru, we’re here. Wake up!”
He opened his eyes and sees Sho’s eyes looking right at him. He pushed himself up and captured Sho’s lips.
“Hi . . . umfg. . .Hika . . . Stop,” says Sho.
Hikaru pulls away and smiles. “Let’s go.”
As soon as they left the train station, Hikaru looks around and smiles, dragging Sho to a nearby place.
“Where are we going?” asked Sho.
Hikaru smiled at him and pulled Sho to a nearby motel.
Smirking, Hikaru asked the receptionist for a room and some other things Sho didn’t have time to catch.
As soon as they were back in their room, Hikaru pushed Sho to the nearest wall and kissed him hard. He kissed him as if his life had depended on it.
However, a loud ring interrupted them. Sho looked at his phone and cursed as he saw his father’s number.
“Damn! It’s my dad,” says Sho as he pulls away from Hikaru.
Groaning, Hikaru pulled away from Sho and hugged him from behind, silently listening to the conversation. He couldn’t deny it. Even if they just met, there was something about Sho that drove him crazy, something that made him feel as if he wasn’t alone in the world.
“Dad,” whispered Sho.
“Where the hell are you?! Come back now you worthless piece of trash! I won’t have you appear in any more of those videos! Come back now!” shouted Sho’s father.
“I’m sorry but I won’t come back anymore. I don’t want to be your puppet!” Sho fought back the tears that were threatening to fall from his eyes.
Hikaru pulled away from his hug as he felt a tear drop fall on his arms. He grabbed the phone from Sho’s ear and said, “Hello! You don’t know me and I don’t want to get to know you but I want to make one thing clear.”
Shivering, Sho tried to get the phone back.
“Sho won’t be going back to you anymore and don’t bother looking for him. He’s mine NOW. Leave him alone okay?!”
Hikaru snapped the phone shut and looked at Sho. “Where were we?”
“We . . . uhm . . .“ Sho wasn’t even given a chance to answer as a pair of lips descended on his.
The kiss wasn’t as passionate as before, it was messy and full of tongue. They licked each other and pulled their clothes of their body as fast as they can, not wanting to waste more time.
Just as the kiss was getting much more intense, Hikaru stopped kissing Sho and pulled away to look at him.
He smirked at the sight of Sho, lips plumped from all the kissing and his body slightly arching up for more.
“Why’d you stop?” asked Sho.
Leaning in, Hikaru pressed himself to Sho more and slowly rubbed himself against the smaller boy.
Sho dragged one lazy finger across Hikaru’s chest, slightly grazing over his nipples.
“I want to please you,” whispered Sho.
Hikaru moaned wantonly and pulled Sho tighter against him, reveling in the friction that they were both experiencing.
Sho pulled away from Hikaru as a gentle knock disturbed them.
“Room service. . .”
Sho leaned towards Hikaru’s ear, “You’ve had your fun a while ago… I wanna have mine.”
He pushed Hikaru onto the bed as he went to open the door. To say he was shocked would be an understatement. The bellboy had brought them some very kinky toys leaving Sho to smile and just imagine how much fun they could both have.
Laughing, Sho set the toys down on the bedside table as he approached Hikaru. “Seems like you ordered some very nice presents… Maybe you were thinking of using them on me?”
Sho lightly bit on Hikaru’s perky nipples and used his hand to play with the other one. “I’ll use them on you instead, Hikaru… Don’t worry; I’ll make you feel pleasure in ways you never thought possible.”
A pair of handcuffs soon found their way towards Hikaru’s wrists, chaining him to the bedpost. Hikaru twisted and tried to get free but he just hurt himself.
Sho’s hands grabbed Hikaru’s hand and held them still. “Stop resisting, you’ll only hurt yourself. Just give in to the pleasure. I’ll make you feel good baby.”
He went back to sucking on Hikaru’s nipples, making sure they were hard. He twisted them and sucked on them, biting them occasionally making Hikaru moan in pleasure. Hikaru heard a soft click and gritted his teeth as his nipples were clamped, cutting of the circulation making them numb.
Sho lightly grazed his fingers on Hikaru’s nipples, smirking each time Hikaru’s back arched for more. He let his hands wander lower and played on the waistline of Hikaru’s pants.
He started to take the belt off, then the pants until Hikaru was left only with his boxers on. Sho cupped him gently and started stroking his clothed erection.
Hikaru was bucking his up according to the rhythm that Sho had set up but it wasn’t enough. He felt irritated by the piece of cloth hindering his pleasure.
“Sho. . .onegai, take my boxers off.”
Looking at Hikaru, Sho saw the beads of sweat start to form on his forehead. He moved his hands back to the hem of his boxer and pulled Hikaru’s boxer down, exposing his hard erection.
Sho started to slowly stroke Hikaru’s cock, playing with his own erection at the same time. He tugged on it and started stroking it up and down.
“Sho … God! It feels good. . .” moaned Hikaru.
Each moan that came from Hikaru only turned Sho on more. Sho took the cock ring from the table and placed it at the bottom of Hikaru’s cock.
“Wha. . .Sho!” whined Hikaru as he felt his erection being strained.
Sho chuckled and picked up the remote, pushing the green button. Vibrations were sent to Hikaru’s cock with different intensities. Some were stronger than the others while the others were just mild ones. Sho licked his lips as he saw Hikaru struggle to cope up with the changing intensities. His back would arch up and his hips would immediately thrust up as he turned on the volume.
Sho didn’t stop there. He started to lick Hikaru’s swollen member, only adding pleasure to Hikaru. He licked the underside and followed the vein to the base with his tongue. He used his free hand to play with the slit while his tongue was lapping up various places.
Pleasure clouded Hikaru’s mind and he couldn’t even stay still until he felt something poking his backside. Surely, Sho didn’t think of topping him right?!
“Sho. . .ugh. . .wha. . .what are you. . .doing? Fuck!” said Hikaru, beads of sweat still falling from his face as he fought to keep himself sane.
Sho silenced him with a soft kiss to his lips. “I want my turn.”
“Ugh. . .damn. . .Sho!. . .I’ve. . .huh. . .never. . .bottomed. . .” Hikaru’s breathing was becoming labored so Sho lessened the intensity of the cock ring as he pushed one lubed finger into Hikaru’s twitching hole.
It felt uncomfortable and painful for Hikaru but he couldn’t do anything but try to muffle the sounds he was making. It was true that he topped Sho this morning and Sho did deserve the chance but still becoming the ‘neko’ was not easy.
Hikaru was dragged away from his thoughts and back into reality as the tip of Sho’s finger touched something inside him that drove him to the verge of an orgasm.
“There. . .fuck . . .Sho!” moaned Hikaru.
Sho smiled and angled his finger into that direction, hitting it more and harder. He pulled his finger out for a second and pushed it back in with a second finger. He paused for a while, letting Hikaru get used to the intrusion but his mind wanted him to hurry up. He couldn’t wait to push his painful hard-on deep into Hikaru’s hot, wet and tight hole.
As soon as Hikaru bucked his hips towards Sho’s fingers, Sho pushed in deeper, touching that spot that drove Hikaru crazy again. His fingers moved in a scissoring manner as he did his best to prepare Hikaru as much as he could.
He picked up a small dildo and asked Hikaru to lick it. Hikaru took his time lapping up the small dildo, imagining it was Sho’s member instead. He sucked on it lightly coating it with as much saliva as he can.
Just as he was enjoying the feel of it on his tongue it was taken away. Hikaru let out a soft whimper as he felt it on his hole, pushing in slowly.
It was overwhelming having felt filled up like that. He felt as if he was about to explode. He didn’t like the feel of the cold, lifeless thing inside his body but as soon as Sho started to move it, his mind moved to another thought wanting it to be faster and harder.
He felt himself near the edge but the damn cock ring wouldn’t let him cum. “Sho. . .ugh. . .fuck. . .need. . .to. . .cum. . .”
Sho chuckled slightly and took out the dildo replacing it with his already hot member.
“Tighhhttttttttt…” whispered Sho.
He couldn’t give more time for Hikaru to readjust. Instead, he pulled out and rammed himself back in. He thrusted in and out of Hikaru, fast and hard.
“Ungh. . .Sho. . .” was all that came out of Hikaru.
Their moans filled up the room as Sho fucked Hikaru repeatedly, thrusts with perfect angle as it hit Hikaru’s prostrate each time. Sho knew Hikaru wouldn’t last any longer and he couldn’t too,
Sho quickly removed the cock ring from the base of Hikaru’s cock as he came inside of Hikaru, loving the way Hikaru squeezed his cock as he came too.
Both men lay panting with Sho on top of Hikaru. He slowly dragged himself up and unchained Hikaru’s wrists. Lying down on Hikaru’s shoulder, Sho snuggled closer loving the sound of Hikaru’s heartbeat.
“Nee, Hikaru?”
Hikaru opened his eyes and looked at Sho’s, “Hm?”
“Did you mean it?” asked Sho. His heart longed for a yes because even though he just met the man, he couldn’t deny the connection within them.
“I did.” Hikaru knew what Sho meant and he really did mean it. Every single word, he wanted to protect Sho and he wanted to keep Sho with him.
**Few months later**
“Hika-chan!” smiled Sho. He giggled as he wrapped his arms around Hikaru’s back.
They had lived together for quite some time now. However, not one of them really confessed. Both of them felt their love for each other but no one was brave enough.
They enjoyed their time together and were afraid to destroy what they had. No one could come in between them. That was all they needed to know to comfort their hearts.
“Sho, I have something to tell you okay? It might ruin what we already have but I want to tell you to be sure.”
Sho nodded and waited for the words “I can’t love you…”~
“I . . .love you,” whispered Hikaru.
Sho’s tears fell from his eyes as he looked up at Hikaru, “You. . .yh. . .love me?”
Hikaru wiped the tear off of Sho’s face and said, “Ever since I saw you that day at the train station I knew I couldn’t resist you. There was something about you that made me go crazy. Once I thought, maybe it was just because of how you looked or maybe it was just because the sex was great but getting to know you and spending every day with you made me realize just how much I really want to be with you. Your smile gave me reason to wake up the next morning; your kisses give me power to overcome problems and just being with you makes me the happiest person ever. I love you Sho! Not because of the sex or your looks. I love you because you are who you are.”
Each word carved itself into Sho’s heart as they left Hikaru’s lips. “Thank you Hikaru. You always protect me from pain. You were my first real friend, my first real family and you are my only love.”
Hikaru pulled Sho to him and hugged him tight. Sometimes, kisses weren’t needed to express love. Sometimes, a simple hug and a simple I love you can express your feelings.
“I love you, Sho.”
“I love you too…”
~The end~
Author: christelle143
Pairing: HikaruxSho (coat west)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5479
Summary: Love comes in a weird way. Sometimes you find love even if you’re just riding a train.
A.N. Birthday fic for ate genin! As requested by alley :D comment = love :D
“Fuck!” Hikaru felt the impact of someone suddenly bumping onto him.
As soon as he looked up, a young man in his 20’s offered his hand onto him while apologizing repeatedly. “Gomenasai! I didn’t mean to bump onto you.”
He pushed the hand away and stood up on his own. “Next time watch where you’re going!”
Hikaru looked at the young guy intending to scold him more but as soon as he looked at the guy’s eyes his intention flew out of the window
Sho held out his hand and waited for Hikaru to take it. “I’m Sho.”
“Hikaru.”
Men in black suites suddenly came up to them and took Sho’s arm. Out of instinct, Hikaru punched the guy in the jaw and pulled Sho with him.
He didn’t know why he was doing this. He didn’t even know why he suddenly had the urge to protect Sho but all he knew was that he didn’t want Sho to get in trouble.
Sho felt astounded. It was the first time that somebody had protected him from his father’s bodyguards. He still remembered the time when his father found out about his secret job as an AV star.
Sighing Sho pulled Hikaru to a stop. “Listen, I’m grateful that you let me escape but I think we’ve lost them already. Besides, why did you bring me to a train station?”
Hikaru suddenly turned around and looked at Sho, “What do you mean? What do you think train stations are for? I brought you here because I want you to leave this place.”
Sho’s mouth opened wide at Hikaru’s words. “You mean you want me to leave?”
“Either that or you have to go back and face those bodyguards again.”
Hikaru turned around to leave until he felt a soft pull on the back of his shirt.
“I’m scared of trains. Ride with me.”
“Listen…” His words were suddenly cut off when he saw the tears start to form from Sho’s eyes. Hikaru was shocked but he knew that maybe something traumatizing had happened to Sho making him scared of trains.
Sighing, Hikaru took Sho’s hand in his and went to ride the train. Couples crowded them making it hard for them to move around.
Sho was still shaking and it didn’t help that he was being pushed by the people around him. Hikaru looked at him and pulled Sho closer to him, wrapping his arms around him and holding tight onto the pole behind him.
“Forget them. Don’t mind the people here. Just don’t think about it. Forget that you’re even on a train. Just keep your eyes focused on something else.”
Sho’s heart started to beat really fast. His eyes were roaming around Hikaru’s face staring at his eyes, his nose, his cheeks and finally on his lips. He felt his eyes staying glued onto Hikaru’s lips. His lips were full and they were dry. At that moment, Sho could give everything just to be able to lick Hikaru’s lips.
He closed his eyes as he imagined Hikaru’s lips kissing him, his tongue playing with Hikaru’s, dancing in tune with their heart beat.
Hikaru looked at Sho and his face suddenly turned red. Sho had his eyes closed and he just looked delectable. His lips were beckoning to him like they wanted to be kissed.
“We are now arriving at the Shibuya station.”~
The voice over woke up both Hikaru and Sho from their trance leaving them dumb founded. They looked away from each other, both heavily embarrassed with their thoughts.
Soon enough they reached their destination and had to switch trains. Luckily the new train was spacious and they could finally have chairs to sit on. At first, Hikaru sat far from Sho, scared that he might get the urge to jump Sho again.
He didn’t know why he was having these thoughts. Sure, he liked guys but it was the first time that someone had that kind of effect on him. He could barely contain his thoughts. He wanted to jump Sho right then and there.
Shaking his head, Hikaru called the lady with the push cart and bought some snacks.
Sho wasn’t as calm as Hikaru. Trains really freaked him out. Ever since his mom died, he couldn’t bear the thought of riding a train. Sighing, he pulled his legs up to shoulder level and hugged them tight.
Hikaru could see Sho curling up in a ball. He felt sorry for the guy. He knew that Sho was scared as hell to ride the train but he just couldn’t bring himself to sit beside the guy.
Finally, Sho couldn’t handle it anymore. The pressure was getting to him and he started breathing erratically. He stood up and went near to Hikaru.
“Can I sit beside you?” asked Sho.
Hikaru looked at him and nodded. “Sure, just let me sleep.”
He knew it was a lie. Hikaru wasn’t sleepy but he was hot and every time he looks at Sho he can’t help but imagine Sho’s lips moving against his. How would it feel like?
Sho was right. As soon as he sat next to Hikaru, he could feel the older guy suddenly become stiff. It was really weird and really out of line.
“Hikaru, I know I’m inconveniencing you but if you have a problem with me I hope that you could just be man enough to tell me rather than get stiff every time I get near you.”
Sho crossed his arms and stood up to sit far away from Hikaru but as soon as he stood up Hikaru grabbed his arm and pulled him into the small tight bathroom.
As soon as the door closed, Sho’s back hit the wall and Hikaru was in front of him. “What the hell?!”
Hikaru gritted his teeth and said, “You really want to know what my problem is?! My problem is not that you’re with me. My problem is that I just met you and you drive me fucking crazy!”
He crushed his lips against Sho’s forcefully and kissed him hard. Sho was shocked at Hikaru’s doings but the lips on his felt oddly nice. The roughness in Hikaru’s kiss made Sho’s knees turn to jell-o and he had to lean on to Hikaru for support.
The kiss started out rough but as soon as Sho relaxed it turned passionate. Hikaru moved his lips a bit more against Sho’s earning a moan from the later guy.
His tongue playfully brushed Sho’s lower lip silently asking for entrance but Sho wanted a little game so he shut his lips tight. Hikaru got the clue and playfully roamed his hands around Sho’s back in a slow rhythm. His hands went up then down and lower until he was able to fondle Sho’s behind.
As soon as his hands reached Sho’s ass, he cupped them hard earning a gasp from Sho. Hikaru smirked and thrushes his tongue inside Sho’s mouth entangling his tongue with Sho’s in a slow dance of their own. However, the sweet kiss wasn’t enough for both of them. Hikaru wanted more and so did Sho.
Hikaru’s hand traveled over to the front of Sho’s shirt pulling it. Sho took the hint and pulled his shirt over his head but Hikaru wanted something else. He took both of Sho’s hand in his and tied them together with his belt.
“Wha. . .what are you doing?! Let me go!” Sho struggled to get free but Hikaru didn’t budge. Instead he let his tongue travel around Sho’s neck, licking and biting on some spots. Sho couldn’t concentrate anymore. He surrendered to Hikaru’s teasing, letting his moans leave his mouth.
Hikaru put his finger over Sho’s lips and said, “Shh. . .You wouldn’t want anyone to hear you right?”
Unable to speak, Sho nodded and arched his head back to let Hikaru gain more access to his creamy skin.
Hikaru playfully licked Sho neck, enjoying the almost strawberry like taste of Sho’s skin.
“You’re just too tasty! I could eat you up all day,” gasped Hikaru as he continued to lick Sho’s soft skin. He made his way over to Sho’s ear and playfully bit his outer ear.
Sho arched his back when Hikaru licked the underside of his ear. As Hikaru leaned in, he delicately nibbled on Sho’s ear.
“Do you wanna know what I wanna do to you?” asked Hikaru. Unable to answer, Sho nodded.
“I want to fuck you so hard that you lose your mind. I want you to suck my cock and feel your pretty little lips work their way around me. I want to shove my dick so deep into you that you feel me all over. I want you so bad Sho!” Hikaru’s husky voice resonated deep within Sho that it sent chills all over his body.
Sho’s cock immediately turned hard at Hikaru’s words.
“Hika. . .hikaru . . . more. . .” moaned Sho.
Hikaru grabbed Sho by his hair and pushed him down. “You want more? Suck me off first.”
Smirking, Sho used his teeth to slightly nip at Hikaru’s covered erection. Even with clothes on him, he could feel that Hikaru was a big man. He nipped lightly at the tight fabric covering his delicious treat.
He looked up at Hikaru with his cute eyes and smiled, “Hikaru, could you please get your pants off so that I could suck you off?”
Hikaru moaned at Sho’s words and pushed his pants off of him. Once his pants were completely off, Sho leaned in and nipped at Hikaru’s boxers.
“Hikaru. . .take your boxers off too. I want to taste you.”
Sho’s words made Hikaru feel tingles all the way to his spine. He immediately pulled his boxers off and pulled Sho near him.
Hikaru’s cock was big. Probably the biggest that Sho had seen but he was determined to please Hikaru. First, he made a playful lick on the slit of Hikaru’s dick, tasting him. He dragged his tongue up and down Hikaru’s length making sure to pay attention to the underside of his dick.
His tongue traveled lower towards Hikaru’s balls, suckling them one by one. He then took Hikaru’s length in his mouth as deep as he could and sucked hard.
“Oishii. . .Hikaru no Oishii. . .” moaned Sho.
Hikaru felt the vibration of Sho’s throat on his hard member, making him shiver from delight. The feeling of him being sucked of hardly by Sho made him even harder until he was at the point of cumming.
Pulling away, Hikaru pulled Sho to stand up giving him a deep kiss tasting himself in the process. He pulled Sho’s pants and boxers down and quickly took Sho’s hard length into his mouth sucking hard.
Hikaru desperately wanted to enter Sho but he knew that without preparation it would hurt like hell and hurting Sho was one of the last things he wanted to do.
With his husky voice he lightly whispered, “I want to enter you so bad Sho but I don’t want to hurt you. I’m going to prepare you but since I didn’t bring any lube it might hurt. I want you to be a good boy and be quiet. There are still people outside.”
Sho nodded and leaned to put his weight on the wall.
Hikaru kissed Sho again but only for a while. He kissed his way down licking Hikaru’s nipples. He suckled them one by one. His fingers made their way towards Sho’s mouth motioning him to lick it.
Softly, he licked Hikaru’s finger and sucked them in. His tongue licked his finger over and over again, tasting the saltiness from him.
Hikaru pulled his fingers back and touched Sho’s twitching hole. He pushed his finger in lightly. Bit by bit, he pushed in. He could feel Sho tense but trying to relax.
“Relax Sho. I’ll take care of you.” He pushed in deeper until his finger was knuckle deep.
He twisted his finger around for a while until he brushed against a certain spot making Sho moan out loud.
Laughing, Hikaru caressed that spot, dragging his finger against it again and again. He slowly pulled his finger out and pushed it back in now with a companion.
With two fingers inside him, Sho’s back was arched up. He was moaning incoherent words.
“Uhhhh. . .Hikaru . . . stop . . . don’t. . Ugh. . .”
Hikaru chuckled lightly and said, “Tell me what you want Sho.”
“I want . . . ugh . . . i want you in me NOW!”
He immediately pulled his finger out and positioned himself in Sho’s hole. He slowly pushed in moaning from the tightness that surrounded him.
Sho felt the pressure within his hole. He felt full, almost about to tear. It hurt but it also helped that Hikaru was being gentle. Hikaru wasn’t moving in order to give time for Sho to get used to him.
The tightness nearly drove Hikaru to insanity. Sho wasn’t a virgin that’s for sure but there was something in the way he moved. It felt like they were two puzzle pieces that fit together immediately.
“Fucking tight!” moaned Hikaru.
Sho could feel Hikaru’s length hitting his prostrate lightly making him shiver but he wanted more. The pain he felt was nothing. He could feel the pleasure clouding his brain making him go crazy.
Soon, Sho let his body loose and move on its own. He moved against Hikaru pulling the hard length in and out of his hole.
“Harder Hikaru!” moaned Sho.
Hikaru smiled and whispered, “Hold tight!”
He braced himself against the wall and slammed hard against Sho. He pulled out and pushed in hard. His thrusts were hard and accurate hitting his prostrate over and over again.
Sho was going crazy with the pleasure that he was experiencing. The way Hikaru was moving against him made him swim with lust.
“Hikaru. . .Motto!” moaned Sho.
Hikaru gladly obliged hitting Sho’s prostrate with another hard thrust. He could feel himself going over the edge but he didn’t want to go yet. He wanted this moment to last, this short moment of pleasure.
He took Sho’s hard length in his hands and touched him in tune with his hard thrusts.
“Hika. . .Hikaru!” moaned Sho. He dragged his nails on Hikaru’s back making lines that were angry red. His mind was clouded with pleasure. Each time
“I can’t . . . can’t . . . last . . . fuck!” Hikaru continued slamming into Sho’s ass.
Sho moved even faster making Hikaru lose his control and move faster. Sho’s thrust matched perfectly with Hikaru’s. Their rhythm drove each other crazy.
“I’m . . . ugh . . . cumming!” moaned Sho. He pumped his length harder until white fluid shot out of his slit onto his stomach.
Hikaru moved faster, losing himself in the crazy rhythm that he set out until he couldn’t hold it in anymore. He pulled out and pumped his length, ejaculating on Sho’s chest.
Breathing hard, Sho pulled some tissue from the nearby compartment and wiped the cum of his chest. They straightened their shirts and walked out of the room, hand in hand.
People were staring at them, perhaps already aware of what went on between the two in the lavatory of the train. However, Hikaru and Sho could care less. They ignored the people and went back to their seats acting as if nothing happened.
“Gomen,” said Hikaru finally breaking the silence between them.”
Sho looked at Hikaru questioningly. “Why apologize?”
Embarrassed, Hikaru looked away and stared into the trees outside his window instead. His chest felt tight. He was flushed because of what he was feeling.
Tired of being ignored, Sho took Hikaru’s chin and forced him to face Sho.
“Listen here, I know that we aren’t exactly friends but at least stop ignoring me. Just tell me what’s wrong with me so I can fix it.”
Sho let go of Hikaru’s chin and looked down, “I don’t exactly have friends. My dad had me home schooled. I was never allowed to leave home so every night I would sneak out.”
Hikaru listened patiently to Sho. Giving soft pats on his shoulder when he felt like it.
“Hikaru, my mom died in a train accident and ever since my dad was paranoid. He would never let me out of his sight. All the things that he did were to keep me safe. I knew that he meant well but every time I make a friend he shoos them away. I only had one friend but I screwed it up.”
Soft sobs left Sho as he continued on his story. “A few months ago, my friend brought me to this movie company. He said that they made movies that sell really well and the director wanted to meet me. I wanted to make money on my own so I could leave me house and finally have a life of my own but I never knew that the movie would be an adult movie.”
Hikaru gasped in shock, “You . . . you’re a porn actor?”
Nodding, Sho continued on with his tale. “It was the first time I’ve known real pleasure that’s why I loved doing it. I had partners who took really good care of me.”
Hikaru’s hand left Sho’s shoulder and made its way to his cheek, silently caressing and removing the tears that were slowly falling.
“I know that you won’t understand but I just want to have a friend who I can talk to. Even just for a while, before I get caught by my dad. Please pretend to be my friend.”
Hikaru gently pulled his hand off Sho’s face and held his hand instead.
“Sho, I know you’ve had a rough time and honestly I don’t know what to say. I wasn’t ignoring you because I didn’t like you. I was ignoring you because if I didn’t I would jump you again and I feel like crap for taking advantage of you.”
Sho blushed to a crimson red, “You don’t find me disgusting?”
“Why would I?” asked Hikaru.
Happiness overflowed in Sho’s heart and Hikaru could see it in his eyes. Sho leaned in and captured Hikaru’s lips, losing himself in the kiss.
“I’m really sorry for taking advantage of you a while ago. It’s actually the reason why I avoided you. I was shocked because I couldn’t stop myself from . . . uhm, taking you. . .” Hikaru blushed a certain shade of crimson red.
Sho smiled at him and went back to kissing Hikaru’s lips. “I forgot to thank you for saving me a while ago.”
“How would you repay me?” asked Hikaru.
Sho’s fingers started dancing down Hikaru’s shoulders, squeezing his arms a few times. Leaning in to Hikaru’s ear, Sho whispered.
“Hmmm, sexual favors?” Sho nipped at Hikaru’s ear, lightly grazing his teeth along the outer core.
Hikaru moaned from the pain that brought pleasure to him. The teeth grazing his ear brought his erection back to life. Sho giggled at the sight of Hikaru’s erection, lightly touching him through his pants.
“Sto. . .Stop . . . ugh . . . fuck, Sho stop.” Hikaru pulled away from Sho’s hand.
Giggling more, Sho came closer to Hikaru’s face.
Hikaru looked away and blushed. “We’re at a public place!”
Leaning away from Hikaru, Sho sighed. “I guess you’ll have to wait until we get to a hotel room.”
Hikaru laughed at Sho’s words until he saw Sho unconsciously lick his lips. Making Hikaru remember the blowjob he had received a few minutes ago. Squirming around, Hikaru couldn’t find a comfortable place.
Finally, he gave up and turned around to sleep. He closed his eyes and imagined himself in a peaceful place.
*FEW HOURS LATER*
Sho shook Hikaru a few times waking the boy up. “Hikaru, we’re here. Wake up!”
He opened his eyes and sees Sho’s eyes looking right at him. He pushed himself up and captured Sho’s lips.
“Hi . . . umfg. . .Hika . . . Stop,” says Sho.
Hikaru pulls away and smiles. “Let’s go.”
As soon as they left the train station, Hikaru looks around and smiles, dragging Sho to a nearby place.
“Where are we going?” asked Sho.
Hikaru smiled at him and pulled Sho to a nearby motel.
Smirking, Hikaru asked the receptionist for a room and some other things Sho didn’t have time to catch.
As soon as they were back in their room, Hikaru pushed Sho to the nearest wall and kissed him hard. He kissed him as if his life had depended on it.
However, a loud ring interrupted them. Sho looked at his phone and cursed as he saw his father’s number.
“Damn! It’s my dad,” says Sho as he pulls away from Hikaru.
Groaning, Hikaru pulled away from Sho and hugged him from behind, silently listening to the conversation. He couldn’t deny it. Even if they just met, there was something about Sho that drove him crazy, something that made him feel as if he wasn’t alone in the world.
“Dad,” whispered Sho.
“Where the hell are you?! Come back now you worthless piece of trash! I won’t have you appear in any more of those videos! Come back now!” shouted Sho’s father.
“I’m sorry but I won’t come back anymore. I don’t want to be your puppet!” Sho fought back the tears that were threatening to fall from his eyes.
Hikaru pulled away from his hug as he felt a tear drop fall on his arms. He grabbed the phone from Sho’s ear and said, “Hello! You don’t know me and I don’t want to get to know you but I want to make one thing clear.”
Shivering, Sho tried to get the phone back.
“Sho won’t be going back to you anymore and don’t bother looking for him. He’s mine NOW. Leave him alone okay?!”
Hikaru snapped the phone shut and looked at Sho. “Where were we?”
“We . . . uhm . . .“ Sho wasn’t even given a chance to answer as a pair of lips descended on his.
The kiss wasn’t as passionate as before, it was messy and full of tongue. They licked each other and pulled their clothes of their body as fast as they can, not wanting to waste more time.
Just as the kiss was getting much more intense, Hikaru stopped kissing Sho and pulled away to look at him.
He smirked at the sight of Sho, lips plumped from all the kissing and his body slightly arching up for more.
“Why’d you stop?” asked Sho.
Leaning in, Hikaru pressed himself to Sho more and slowly rubbed himself against the smaller boy.
Sho dragged one lazy finger across Hikaru’s chest, slightly grazing over his nipples.
“I want to please you,” whispered Sho.
Hikaru moaned wantonly and pulled Sho tighter against him, reveling in the friction that they were both experiencing.
Sho pulled away from Hikaru as a gentle knock disturbed them.
“Room service. . .”
Sho leaned towards Hikaru’s ear, “You’ve had your fun a while ago… I wanna have mine.”
He pushed Hikaru onto the bed as he went to open the door. To say he was shocked would be an understatement. The bellboy had brought them some very kinky toys leaving Sho to smile and just imagine how much fun they could both have.
Laughing, Sho set the toys down on the bedside table as he approached Hikaru. “Seems like you ordered some very nice presents… Maybe you were thinking of using them on me?”
Sho lightly bit on Hikaru’s perky nipples and used his hand to play with the other one. “I’ll use them on you instead, Hikaru… Don’t worry; I’ll make you feel pleasure in ways you never thought possible.”
A pair of handcuffs soon found their way towards Hikaru’s wrists, chaining him to the bedpost. Hikaru twisted and tried to get free but he just hurt himself.
Sho’s hands grabbed Hikaru’s hand and held them still. “Stop resisting, you’ll only hurt yourself. Just give in to the pleasure. I’ll make you feel good baby.”
He went back to sucking on Hikaru’s nipples, making sure they were hard. He twisted them and sucked on them, biting them occasionally making Hikaru moan in pleasure. Hikaru heard a soft click and gritted his teeth as his nipples were clamped, cutting of the circulation making them numb.
Sho lightly grazed his fingers on Hikaru’s nipples, smirking each time Hikaru’s back arched for more. He let his hands wander lower and played on the waistline of Hikaru’s pants.
He started to take the belt off, then the pants until Hikaru was left only with his boxers on. Sho cupped him gently and started stroking his clothed erection.
Hikaru was bucking his up according to the rhythm that Sho had set up but it wasn’t enough. He felt irritated by the piece of cloth hindering his pleasure.
“Sho. . .onegai, take my boxers off.”
Looking at Hikaru, Sho saw the beads of sweat start to form on his forehead. He moved his hands back to the hem of his boxer and pulled Hikaru’s boxer down, exposing his hard erection.
Sho started to slowly stroke Hikaru’s cock, playing with his own erection at the same time. He tugged on it and started stroking it up and down.
“Sho … God! It feels good. . .” moaned Hikaru.
Each moan that came from Hikaru only turned Sho on more. Sho took the cock ring from the table and placed it at the bottom of Hikaru’s cock.
“Wha. . .Sho!” whined Hikaru as he felt his erection being strained.
Sho chuckled and picked up the remote, pushing the green button. Vibrations were sent to Hikaru’s cock with different intensities. Some were stronger than the others while the others were just mild ones. Sho licked his lips as he saw Hikaru struggle to cope up with the changing intensities. His back would arch up and his hips would immediately thrust up as he turned on the volume.
Sho didn’t stop there. He started to lick Hikaru’s swollen member, only adding pleasure to Hikaru. He licked the underside and followed the vein to the base with his tongue. He used his free hand to play with the slit while his tongue was lapping up various places.
Pleasure clouded Hikaru’s mind and he couldn’t even stay still until he felt something poking his backside. Surely, Sho didn’t think of topping him right?!
“Sho. . .ugh. . .wha. . .what are you. . .doing? Fuck!” said Hikaru, beads of sweat still falling from his face as he fought to keep himself sane.
Sho silenced him with a soft kiss to his lips. “I want my turn.”
“Ugh. . .damn. . .Sho!. . .I’ve. . .huh. . .never. . .bottomed. . .” Hikaru’s breathing was becoming labored so Sho lessened the intensity of the cock ring as he pushed one lubed finger into Hikaru’s twitching hole.
It felt uncomfortable and painful for Hikaru but he couldn’t do anything but try to muffle the sounds he was making. It was true that he topped Sho this morning and Sho did deserve the chance but still becoming the ‘neko’ was not easy.
Hikaru was dragged away from his thoughts and back into reality as the tip of Sho’s finger touched something inside him that drove him to the verge of an orgasm.
“There. . .fuck . . .Sho!” moaned Hikaru.
Sho smiled and angled his finger into that direction, hitting it more and harder. He pulled his finger out for a second and pushed it back in with a second finger. He paused for a while, letting Hikaru get used to the intrusion but his mind wanted him to hurry up. He couldn’t wait to push his painful hard-on deep into Hikaru’s hot, wet and tight hole.
As soon as Hikaru bucked his hips towards Sho’s fingers, Sho pushed in deeper, touching that spot that drove Hikaru crazy again. His fingers moved in a scissoring manner as he did his best to prepare Hikaru as much as he could.
He picked up a small dildo and asked Hikaru to lick it. Hikaru took his time lapping up the small dildo, imagining it was Sho’s member instead. He sucked on it lightly coating it with as much saliva as he can.
Just as he was enjoying the feel of it on his tongue it was taken away. Hikaru let out a soft whimper as he felt it on his hole, pushing in slowly.
It was overwhelming having felt filled up like that. He felt as if he was about to explode. He didn’t like the feel of the cold, lifeless thing inside his body but as soon as Sho started to move it, his mind moved to another thought wanting it to be faster and harder.
He felt himself near the edge but the damn cock ring wouldn’t let him cum. “Sho. . .ugh. . .fuck. . .need. . .to. . .cum. . .”
Sho chuckled slightly and took out the dildo replacing it with his already hot member.
“Tighhhttttttttt…” whispered Sho.
He couldn’t give more time for Hikaru to readjust. Instead, he pulled out and rammed himself back in. He thrusted in and out of Hikaru, fast and hard.
“Ungh. . .Sho. . .” was all that came out of Hikaru.
Their moans filled up the room as Sho fucked Hikaru repeatedly, thrusts with perfect angle as it hit Hikaru’s prostrate each time. Sho knew Hikaru wouldn’t last any longer and he couldn’t too,
Sho quickly removed the cock ring from the base of Hikaru’s cock as he came inside of Hikaru, loving the way Hikaru squeezed his cock as he came too.
Both men lay panting with Sho on top of Hikaru. He slowly dragged himself up and unchained Hikaru’s wrists. Lying down on Hikaru’s shoulder, Sho snuggled closer loving the sound of Hikaru’s heartbeat.
“Nee, Hikaru?”
Hikaru opened his eyes and looked at Sho’s, “Hm?”
“Did you mean it?” asked Sho. His heart longed for a yes because even though he just met the man, he couldn’t deny the connection within them.
“I did.” Hikaru knew what Sho meant and he really did mean it. Every single word, he wanted to protect Sho and he wanted to keep Sho with him.
**Few months later**
“Hika-chan!” smiled Sho. He giggled as he wrapped his arms around Hikaru’s back.
They had lived together for quite some time now. However, not one of them really confessed. Both of them felt their love for each other but no one was brave enough.
They enjoyed their time together and were afraid to destroy what they had. No one could come in between them. That was all they needed to know to comfort their hearts.
“Sho, I have something to tell you okay? It might ruin what we already have but I want to tell you to be sure.”
Sho nodded and waited for the words “I can’t love you…”~
“I . . .love you,” whispered Hikaru.
Sho’s tears fell from his eyes as he looked up at Hikaru, “You. . .yh. . .love me?”
Hikaru wiped the tear off of Sho’s face and said, “Ever since I saw you that day at the train station I knew I couldn’t resist you. There was something about you that made me go crazy. Once I thought, maybe it was just because of how you looked or maybe it was just because the sex was great but getting to know you and spending every day with you made me realize just how much I really want to be with you. Your smile gave me reason to wake up the next morning; your kisses give me power to overcome problems and just being with you makes me the happiest person ever. I love you Sho! Not because of the sex or your looks. I love you because you are who you are.”
Each word carved itself into Sho’s heart as they left Hikaru’s lips. “Thank you Hikaru. You always protect me from pain. You were my first real friend, my first real family and you are my only love.”
Hikaru pulled Sho to him and hugged him tight. Sometimes, kisses weren’t needed to express love. Sometimes, a simple hug and a simple I love you can express your feelings.
“I love you, Sho.”
“I love you too…”
~The end~