hard to explain.....

[christfollwer7]

this is hard to explain in some ways...yet when i can be happy im not cuz i feel others and what they are feeling. i just wanna get outta here...yesterday was great since i went straight from home ( 10 mins) to jens house with all my friends and Renee :) and stayed there the whole time, i really enjoyed it cuz i wasnt home and i was away from

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[gwen15]

sometimes you gotta fall to rise. but i think god knew that already.

♥

P.S. im here if you need me :)

true

[christfollwer7]

yea i guess so. and yes God already does know lol. he knows everything. and thanks for letting me know. as i always say

"be there to pick me up when i fall and cant get up"

God bless

DoG

[x__entwined__x]

well, im just letting you know, i feel like shit for making you "want to die" because i know that i am at least one of the people, maybe the only one that you are talking about when you said "knowing that some are just not feeling all that great, makes me upset". so im really sorry. i know you care for others. but you cant take it to that extreme. because seriously. seeing that you typed that. that you wanted to die.. hurts me more than i think anything ever has.

im sorry christopher.

[christfollwer7]

no no no...it wasnt u making me feel that like...u make me sooo unbelieveably happy. idk what it was that made me wanna die. just my feelings that got the best of me. me being my worst enemy not u. i love u sooo much. u never ever ever make me feel bad ever. dont be sry. u have nothing to apologize for. and im really sry if i hurt u. i didnt mean to at all. i dont want u to feel hurt.

i love u Renee sooooo much u dont even know. ur the person who makes me feel soo wanted and cared for and loved whenever im around u. im sooo thankful i have u. i never take a single second that im with u for granted. u mean soo much to me no words can describe.

i <3 u