For some reason God is showing me how to see others through his eyes, but I can't seem to see myself through any eyes other than the worlds, and it doesnt look so good.

or at least that's my opinion of why it's his fav. god ( Read more... )

Yay for us we got Superiors ( Read more... )

So this is life ( Read more... )

Mike's leaving for Iraq, at midnight. I'm scared. I feel like I should feel like I'm loosing a part of me, but I'm not. I feel like I should cry but I'm not. I feel like he means more to me than he does.I feel like I should love him, but I don't, it's just not there.
I feel like I'm messed up. like i have issues I'm unaware of. That I work myself so ( Read more... )

After my slight breakdown yesterday, I'm thinking I should start journaling more, because I'm really starting to fall apart. I don't really understand what's going on inside my mind, or my heart, but I know that I have some issues to deal with. Namely being mad at my ex's for no good reason, only one of them was a jerk, and I honestly understand ( Read more... )

All i can feel in my heart ( Read more... )

I'm going clubbing tonight and I'm really nervous. lol if you think about it...clubbing... sounds uber violent.
I hope I know some street smarts!

I've got to talk to my bgf about him being her and not wanting to hang out with me, it hurts and I need to tell him that, but I don't know how and I'm scared ( Read more... )

so my bgf(best guy friend) is in the marines and he is going to Iraq in like March and he comes back to where I live for the week or what ever and he's beinga  total jerk and spending all of this time with this one chick because she's hot and she's such a tease. It makes me so angry I don't even think he wants to hang out with me and he means a lot ( Read more... )