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[christianaariel]

Hmm. I hate this feeling. I would like for it to go away. I feel like if I disconnected from everyone than everything would be ok. Or maybe just disconnect from a few people. Maybe then I wouldn't go through this. I wish I was strong enough to step away, instead of stepping back like I have been doing... it just isn't working.

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[luminousstar9]

Christa, disconnecting from anything or anybody is not the answer (I've been there it just makes you feel alone isolated and angry)... my little note of help... in a non intrusive way, whatever it is thats eating at you, making you upset, trying to solve the way you are feeling... you have to face that problem straight on... do what you need to do, its always the hardest thing... you may be scared of the outcome, but i'm telling you it will work out a ton better then what you are doing to yourself right now... I may not know exactlly whats going on, nor do i want to pry.... just don't let these things eat at you, that will hurt you more... anyway i love you i'm here for you... your closing down again putting up walls again... you've been hurt thats all i can tell... don't let yourself play victim to your own head.. and don't be afraid to ask for help just because you don't want to trust anyone anymore... take advice not as criticism as what it is help to make you feel better... thats what we're here for... and i know i'm the same way

[indigochild111]

pshh, disconnected! We ran through the mall like raving lunatics together! You can't be disconnected and do that, it's not humanly possible!

No, seriously though..I love you. It's tough but you'll make it through. And like Nikkie says, there are people here you love and care about you and we're here for you :)