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[christianld]

I like alcohol too much
I like sex too much
I like food too much
I like sleeping too much

I've come to the conclusion that I indulge WAY too much...

and it must stop!

Comments

[theblakester]

I'd like to indulge in all the things you've mentioned but

some of us aren't so lucky.

so stop bitching and enjoy it while it lasts.

;)

[christianld]

haha yeah....but it all feels so meaningless!

[charleanne7]

It is meaningless. Believe me. From someone who has indulged in all of those things to the point of self destruction, believe me. It gets you NOWHERE.

[theblakester]

with all due respect too you Ms. Funderberg but I have spent all of my life trying to fill it with "meaning" and luckily I have done a good job. But every now and then I meet someone, an older person, who remembers their younger days with nostalgia and says, "ah, that's a good age to be." and I get angry, I mean pissed off you know? because that's not how I've lived my life. But I feel proud about it, and then I think no. That's bullshit. that's how people are supposed to exist when they're young. they're supposed to be careless and fun.

they're supposed to have fun! Not like me.

I try not to regret my lack of childhood, but, their is a lack. Anyways, Christian, if you are at some crossroads, good luck and maybe you'll choose meaning. and if I ever by sheer accident come to that same road I hope I choose meaningless.

[a_spotless_mind]

the worst part for me is that usually right before i indulge, i say to myself, "i really dont need to do this. i shouldnt."
and then i think
"yeah, but i really want to."
and then do it anyway.

[ladylanson]

day to day, ill be rightg in the middle of these so called indulgences and think, ah fuck it ill cut down tomorrow

[christianld]

Thanks for all the advice and support guys:)