oh GOD no!

[christina_s_]

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg! just when i think things are finally urning around, finally getting better, i get kicked in the ass. why wont this go away? why cant i just be better? i hate this. i can see it happeneing already, its the same old crap. i work really hard and do really well for a couple months, the i start to get disgusted with myself.

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[fallensanteria]

TAKE A BREATH. stop and think. be smart. you know everything you need to know, stop blowing it out of porportion, u have to realize your just convincing yourself of these things, and that they are really just a way to deal with other things that are wrong... wat are u really thinking?? what is stressing u out? its not eating. thats just a sympton of what is really bothering u.
sorry we didnt call before we left!!! we love you and will call as soon as we get back!!!

[orangestuff]

you're not just existing
if you were just existing you woudln't have friends that cared about you or family that loves you.

you're simply underestimating yourself by a longshot...and you know you are, you're just deceiving yourself so strongly by making yourself believe all this

[laureeeen]

hi christina its lauren... ilu!!! and ur beautiful:) good times on new years my dear

[christina_s_]

thanx so much, believe it or not that actually helps a bit. i had an AWESOME time news yours..glad you did too!

[laureeeen]

anytime im glad i cud help