i wish i could find a happy medium between extreme pain and drugged up, drowsy, drooling, wooziness.
this is the worst time of semester. to be in pain and on drugs. yuck.
on the bright side: er comes on tonight and i burned a mix of get well feel good songs for dr. berry.

i was born to be a fiddler in an old town string band...

er tonight rocked my socks off. hooray! no one cares- i know. whatever. later.

so i got gas today for $2.49 a gallon.
and that made me happy.
and then that made me sad.
because when i started driving gas was $0.99 a gallon.
and the fact that i am happy that it is down 50 cents from the highest i every paid
but still $1.50 higher than the lowest is fucked up

did anyone happen to watch er tonight? please tell me what happened in the 1st 20 minutes. i accidentally fell asleep while i was studying for a history test i have on monday, and i didn't wake up until 9:24. i am so pissed- appearantly jake sent a letter- what is that about- when is he coming back- bitches. so next week- yeah kristen johnson to ( Read more... )

um...... i kinda just really want to jump out of a plane right over rita right now. i cannot handle the continuous load of shit that keeps being flung my way. every time i just start to go feeling good about my self and convincing myself that everything is going to be alright and cheer myself up by spending money i really shouldn't on a DBT ( Read more... )

just two artsy quotes:

"i had the heart for arts sake but no stomach for the business." -- john gorka

"beautiful despair is why you lean into this world without restaint, because somewhere out before you lies the masterpiece you'd sell your soul to paint" --rodney crowell

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hooray!!!! internet again! yeah ( Read more... )

really the purpose of this entry is to show off and test out my new icon- i call it "nabuka est amoureux" after the er episode that was on thursday "carter est amoureux" because thursday night after er was when nabuka and i were making out-hahaha- but the title fit too. i cannot belive that this coming thursday is noah wylie's last episode ( Read more... )

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