venting

[christinayv]

            So I haven’t written in awhile for a variety of reasons; school, friends work, and relationships. This past semester has really shown me my true academic side to how dedicated I am to become a teacher (not to toot my own horn or anything) For any of you that know me well enough, I struggled so much in science throughout my own academic

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[unseenvision]

Christina, I know I always come on here trying my best to be a good friend and cheer you up, but all I can really say in this situation is that I know exactly what you mean, except I would never ever dare to say a single word about it, because I know that I don't have the ability to make myself happy deep down, I need the people who count on me to count on me even if I get stepped all over and used in return.. and it sucks. Don't get in a situation like that, it's not a fun one to be in. I think you've got it right, you deserve better and you know that you do, where as in my situation its all blaming myself for everything, and its just so hard and really not worth it. It's good that you really seem to know who you are, and know what you deserve as the person you have become. Never let go of that. And I just want to let you know that I do appreciate you for everything you've done for me, and I hope that you can count on me to be there for you when you need. Enjoy the rest of your break and I can't wait to see you, whenever that may be