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[christinexcore]

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[anonymous]

i've been really upset lately. my brother asked me what was wrong tonight but i couldn't tell him...i'm not good at telling people when i'm upset. i feel like everyone in my life lately has put me on the back burner. i think people take advantage of the fact that i don't say what i'm feeling or voice my opinion often. mainly it has been my brother. he has a new lady and i feel like he has totally taken advantage of the fact that i won't get mad at him and will always be there for him. monday was the day i really got fed up with it. i went to his show to support him because he was in a contest to win recording time. they won and afterwards he went walking right by me to her while i stood there smiling like a retard until i realized he could have cared less if i was there. i didn't even get a goodbye

[christinexcore]

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[anonymous]

You scare me at times and I worry. I haven't cared about many things in my life as much as I care about you. I want you to be happy, no matter what it takes to make you happy. But I am powerless to many things and cannot change that you wish to partake in living nostalgically. Your glory goes well above the sum of your awesome qualities. It goes deeper into your profound personality. You are good enough for the best of the best of the fucking best. Don't tell anyone you're not worthwhile. It's always been their privilege to know you. You're the amazement in so many people's lives yet you succumbd to extreme modesty. You should acknowledge the notion that you are as great as people say you are. You're far from perfect and that much better for it. As alluring as it seems, perfection is unreasonable. Beauty is perception. There is not a thing you should alter. Live astounding and live happy. You deserve the entire sky. You are a star.

[anonymous]

How is it I can have so many profound thoughts (perhaps even well-worded ones) floating inside my head but, when the chance comes to write them down, I draw a blank? Why is it that when I have multiple tasks to complete (with deadlines rapidly approaching) I begin another? I cannot comprehend how some people fail to understand and can be completely oblivious to things that are so clearly wrong. Maybe it is their immaturity, which can only be lessened with time. I hate to see the ones I care about most hurt, especially when they won't let me in to help. Not necessarily speaking of current situations so as much as in general. I have spent so much of my life trying my hardest to protect the ones I love and to gain acceptance from the one I wish to feel loved by. This has clearly lead to some of the biggest and most monumental moments in my life, the biggest tears, loudest cries, even trips to the E.R. Daily I am infected with thoughts brought about by these events. For now, I think I am going to end my endless ramble of thoughts and

[anonymous]

My dad cheated on my mom quite some time ago. I'm not sure exactly when, but I do know the person who, and I do hate him for it. Neither of them knows that I know. That, among other things, make me literally want to throw-up.

[anonymous]

so, this one time on my way home from school in the 6th grade on the day before halloween, and right after i had bought my halloween dance ticket.. i was walking with my bestest friend in the world (at the time) Thomas.. and we were bs'ing and all of that, and i thought it would be a good idea to walk along the guardrail that lines one side of my street