Comments | christirb: Contradictions

christirb

Contradictions

Jul 27, 2005 20:38

I want people to like me, but I am afraid of the demands they place on me. I want to be in a relationship, but I still want to consider my options. I crave intimacy, yet intimacy with another human being is something I fear the most. I need love, yet I'm not sure I can love anyone. I want to be free, but everytime I try to free myself, I feel as ( Read more... )

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perduadastra July 28 2005, 02:19:09 UTC

I feel the same way
and I am always a 6.

perduadastra July 28 2005, 02:19:35 UTC

also* a six

christirb July 28 2005, 03:57:54 UTC

REALLY? That is so cool. I think understand you a lot better now somehow. We are so much alike! ^.^

darkwingpsycho July 28 2005, 05:09:47 UTC

>>I crave intimacy, yet intimacy with another human being is something I fear the most.<<

I know EXACTLY what you mean there.

>>I want to be beautiful, yet I can't handle being desired.<<

There too.

Wish I had some miraculous words of wisdom for you. :\
Just know you're not alone in feeling this way.

cthorn2525 July 28 2005, 11:22:21 UTC

>>I want people to like me, but I am afraid of the demands they place on me ( ... )

anonymous July 29 2005, 03:50:26 UTC

Seriously Christi despite what Charles/Corey says its pretty obvious to me that you are NOT getting enough love and attention in Jacksonville, you clearly need to come and visit us over here in Australia. Me and shaigar can fight over you then (and unless he’s got a similar obsession with body building/power lifting/martial arts I’ll win). Really Christi you have to leave all those no good Jacksonville boys behind and come to Australia. (Hope I didn’t put you off before talking about the permanent flood in my bathroom/kitchen or the mold lined walls. I’ll easily have that fixed up before you get here).

anonymous July 29 2005, 03:52:16 UTC

Sorry forgot to sign above post

Rod

(Your eternal devoted admirer)