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[christirb]

CRB: i hate love
CRB: i hate relationships
CRB: i hate marriage
Pedro: i love hate
CRB: lol
CRB: i hate being alone
Pedro: i hate being alone too
CRB: no i'm just lonely
Pedro: :(
CRB:i want a best friend to go on adventures with
CRB: to hang out with and run around and be crazy
Pedro: i dunno what i want
CRB: i want to cuddle and talk for

Comments

[unia]

Sometimes they do know how lucky they are.

I'm sorry things are hard right now. :(

[christirb]

Hanna <3 <3 <3

You are a good friend and a sweet woman. Thank you. *hugs*

[anonymous]

The first three lines are contradictory to the rest. Sounds to me like you don't really hate love, relationships or marriage at all. I think you are just expressing your frustration at not having the loving marriage relationship you are looking for.

So what is wrong with the guys in Jacksonville that none of them are interested in cuddling, talking for hours or going on adventures?

Rod

[christirb]

God is healing me:

Ambivalent Love Addicts (ALAs suffer) from avoidant personality disorder-or what SLAA calls emotional anorexia. They don’t have a hard time letting go, they have a hard time moving forward. They desperately crave love, but at the same time they are terrified of intimacy. This combination is agonizing. ALAs come in different forms too. They are listed below.

Torch Bearers are ALAs who obsess about someone who is unavailable. This can be done without acting out (suffering in silence) or by pursuing the person they are in love with. Some torch bearers are more addicted than others. This kind of addiction feeds on fantasies and illusions. It is also known as unrequited love.

[anonymous]

Guess I must be one of those torch bearer ALAs myself then (thought I had gotten over it but recent events of which I've told you would seem to indicate otherwise).

Moka

[anonymous]

I have often prayed for such a friend!!! i know how you feel!!! hahha

i believe in you.

Re: Moka

[christirb]

(((Moka))) I sure miss you.