This Moment

[christirb]

How many tears have I cried over you? How many more will I shed? You affect me in a way no one else ever has, could ever or ever will. Being around you hurts because I can't have you. I want you to be happy, yet I wish to God that you would be happy with me. And what if you don't choose me? Should I die never having told you in person how I truly

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[cthorn2525]

Umm Not C soooooo who is this one that has replaced C since he is the one that God told you was right for you? AND STOP HIDING no one will ever know the real you and could never fully love you so long as you hide behind what you say, how you act, You are a wonderful person and I say this as a friend. Whomever is right for you will be as lucky for finding you and having that CHANCE with you. Just as you will be so lucky when you find and give that person a chance and see how wonderful it can be to be open and not think about others judgements...... Just like what you told me with the tongue ring you would never get one why? because of what others would assume? Even if you really liked it you would deny yourself that because of others?......And I feel really really bad about the things I said because I did say them to make a point that what would others think if they knew you went out on a date with a guy who would post things like that on the web for all the world to see. They would make the same assumptions that I made.... which I

[christirb]

Yes, it is Chris. :o(