The lake looks nice at sun set. maybe i will get a chance to go again before it gets colder than dictators heart out there. and now that i am sleeping in my bed and not the floor or a couch, perahps my back will feel better. but it's doubtful. my leg hurts too. and my knee. maybe i should go to a doctor before something falls off. oh well. and be ( Read more... )

Ha ha ha, i'm funny, but not in that ironic way

Rocking good. Yeah, definately awesome.

Everything else...i don't even know what the fuck i was thinking. i realize i am wrong about everything in life. but i hoped for just once, i was right. oh well. cest la vie

you know. i'm a masochist. i'm jealous and i put myself in situations where i only feel more hurt. but at least in some ways i'm happy. and being even a little happy is good for me right? but stuff still hurts...oh well, it's an unavoidable fate i guess

I claim this journal for Alex! And Kevin. So Chris, if you're mad, this was Kevin's idea and you should hit him repeatedly. Acutally, no, don't hit Kevin, he's being a jerk about things. He just called me a bastard, the bastard.

so i had to get a cell phone. if anyone needs to desprately call me. my number is 785 249 8185 i don't have many minutes so don't call expecting my life story...because you know i would give it to you. but if you are verizon or whatever, i think it's not so much a problem...we can talk about there shitty phones...god i want an n-gage so bad.

cameron slept on my couch the other night. i was so happy

I understand everything now. The universe knows what a horrible bastard i am and so it doesn't give me shit on things like people dying, or being broke. no it's the little things. like not having easy access to the internet. Or making have to get a cell phone. So i am quite a frustrate person right now. At least my roomates don't suck. And i' ( Read more... )

listen up bitches and hoes, i know none of you actually have a reason to contact me, but if for whatever reason you are asking yourselves where i am, i am making my move...to chicago. so i will be offline for a couple days since i am going to be hold up with my uncle, who may be a true man of the blues, but has yet to become a man of technology ( ( Read more... )

Todays word of the day is ANTIGAMOUS. as far as i know, it's a word of my own creation. mostly because no one would have a need for such a word. and if you do need that word, perhaps it's not them and it's you. So what does that word me? figure it the fuck out. it's midly ambiguous, but if you understand chrisgraham logic then you could probably ( Read more... )