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[chrisxgc]

I think I am going to steer clear from AIM for awhile. I dont know why I even bother. I know everyone has problems, but it just seems like everyone leaves out Chris. I have feelings too. I know I am acting like a baby right now, but I dont care. I just need time to get my head together, and think about things that are going on with me now. How

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[wendydarling]

Everyone feels like that sometimes. :-/ I've never really talked to you, because... well... I don't know you. I always feel weird about just randomly clicking some name, and starting up a conversation. You seem nice, though. I know how you feel, because just a little bit ago, I was feeling like all I was worth to my friends was being their psychiatrist, or their amusement. They'd IM or call me with, "Oh, Liv, I have a problem!" and I'd be like.. "We haven't talked in forever.. why are you IM'ing/calling me now?" or when they were bored, they'd go, "Liv! I'm bored! You're really funny, make me laugh." ...What am I, their pet monkey? You know? It was like they didn't want to bother being my friend when I needed them, but I was always available in their eyes when THEY were down. But I kind of went down my list of close friends and told them if I liked them or not. lmao. I told people if I had a problem with them, and what it was, and now I'm pretty much better again. Sometimes it just helps to confront them about their retarded actions,

[chrisxgc]

*Smiles* Thank you for that comment. It means alot to know that someone who doesnt even know me would take the time out and read and listen to what I said and also take the time to comment on it. I think things are slowly getting back to normal with my friends and I again. They realized things and we talked. I know they care about me and stuff, but it is always nice to hear it. You never get tired of hearing how important and needed. At least it is for me. You seem nice as hell girl. Thank you for saying that and helping making me feel better.

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[wendydarling]

*smiles* I'm glad things with your friends are turning for the better. That always happens sometimes. I'm glad that my words could offer you something that made you feel better, as well. It takes a lot of guts to speak your mind when you have a problem with something - I think it's cool that you did it somewhere as public as your journal can be. It sounds like you've got some great friends if you guys are workin' through it. Keep a hold of 'em. *grins*

[chrisxgc]

*smiles and nods* Yes, you give great advice. and yeah things usually do find a way of turning out for the better. i think i will keep these friends. *laughs* consdiering if i dont they might kick me out of the band. *laughs*

[xbilly_martinx]

chris...you can tell me anything... i know i don't ask but that's because when i do i feel pushy..somewhat. some people don't like sharing things...or talking about things... plus i've been kinda off in billyland for the past god knows how long. and i think it's time i get out for a bit. if you need to talk about something...then by all means tell me. i'll listen. i will always be there. i mean man you're one of my best friends, i'll always be here for you.

if you've got something you need to talk about. then talk. i'll listen, and i will do what i can to try to help you out. don't forget that. i help everyone else...and i'll helpyou if you need me too.

love ya man.

[chrisxgc]

I know man. I dont know why I have been acting the way I have. I guess I have been letting things get to me to much and I know I shouldnt. I have the 4 best friends in the world, no brothers. I have the best job and it takes me to many exciting places, its all worth it man. I wouldnt change any of it for the world.

Love you too bro

i suck.

[britty_gotback]

dude i feel really bad because i didn't even know you joined ac. sorry. but yeah if you decide to unboycott aim my name is brittacular. but i have to add you before you can talk to me... so what's your name?

Re: i suck.

[chrisxgc]

nah, you dont suck. *laughs* not alot of people knew i was here. but its all good though. no worries.