Comments | chrizzy_crazy: GOD HATES ME

chrizzy_crazy

GOD HATES ME

Oct 18, 2006 21:40

I know I shouldnt say that but man it sure feels like it right now. A little sample of life as Chrissy. Fifth Third Bank Screws me over for fee's totaling $165 and then some more surprise ones to follow for who the hell knows what. So I pay to close my account b/c this isnt the first time these fee's sprang to record high amounts in a single ( Read more... )

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heavenleigh0325 October 19 2006, 23:43:55 UTC

Hey beautiful!! God does not hate you. God doesn't hate anyone. I know how you feel about money. We are in the same boat. We paid our rent on the first of October and the stupid landlord just decides to cash the check....which...hey, what do you know...it bounces because there was only $500 in there and not $550 to cover the rent. Yeah, he got a nasty gram from me. Why would he wait so long to cash the stupid check?? And think, we have it 100 times worse....we have a baby on the way. It's only going to get harder and harder...oh joy!! BUT I wouldn't change it for the world. I want this baby more than anything and it is these kinds of things that are keeping me going everyday.

Anyway, hang in there. It will get better. I miss you!! Love you lots!!!

chrizzy_crazy October 25 2006, 14:25:03 UTC

I've decided I just dont care anymore. If my credit goes to crap so be it. There isnt much I need it for anyway except more things to get me into deeper trouble. Babies are great I supose, there is not price on Love right! I know god doesnt hate me but I just dont understand why it seems the good people suffer the most while the egotistical unmoral assholes get to have all the weath and easy times. Nothing is fair or just its all a mess and I hate working so hard and only getting farther behind. But oh well, i'm happy with my life as a whole. I have Love and Friendship if only Food were free I'd be set! Love you!

Do you know if its a girl or boy yet? probably not but do you have names picked out?

heavenleigh0325 October 25 2006, 16:11:34 UTC

NO, we don't know if it is a boy or a girl yet. I am only 7 weeks along. I will know in 13 weeks though. lol. I go next month to get an ultrasound and to hear the heartbeat. I am pretty excited about that.

We sorta have names picked out...
Girl: Madison Noel
Boy: Christopher (not sure on a middle name yet, probably William)

Hang in there about money. It is hard on us right now too. Especially now with another baby on the way. It gets better though. It always does.

chrizzy_crazy October 25 2006, 16:14:06 UTC

My brother's name is Christopher! lol