I hate having to live from day to day now
pretending like nothing is wrong at all...

I force myself to not break out and say:
"I MISS YOU AND WANT YOU BACK!"
cause I'm assuming he most likley...
wont care...
I've been trying not to let this event
get too me too much..kinda hard tho
when you realize that a person you love
soo much doesn't wanna be on the ( Read more... )

Soo It has been 24 hours since the tragic
termination of "Chrandon" happened =/

I find myself doing much better than i thought i would be
but to be honest i dont wanna feel better... I never thought
i would get soo attached to someone soo fast..
But i wonder why anything wasn't said before last night
....it feels a bit unfair.. i feel like i tried soo ( Read more... )

It seems like as life goes on these days, my life
worsens.

theres always something awesome that happens
but latley theres always something that HAS to
overpower the happiness and covers up the
good things...

I know someone has to relate to me...

and especially with this next thing I'm about to

mention:

HAS%@&IOTKMGSADR%#F(^!!!!!

Don't you just feel soo ( Read more... )

So today i went to an Interact event.
My friend Mel and I were suppose
to hang out throughout the entire
event....turns out she ditched me
for this guy...(JD) 
And i told JD a very, VERY deep
secret that I dont want many people
to know yet..(That i like boys)
....When they come back
Melane was like, soo Christian
If your texas friend were to call right
now ( Read more... )

Life has been bitter sweet for a while.
I am very happy for my friends that have
graduated and are going on to better things.
I am thankful to have most of the things i need
around me. Life isn't always perfect..at least
not for me.
Latley my biggest concern has been my
significant other. I feel like he's been taken
away from me and although he's
( Read more... )