( everything is alright.... )

I hate doing these kind of entrys but I have no choice....

So today I have officially decided that I will not be coming back to OU next semester or even college. I don't know what I am doing here at this point. I have a major that makes no sense to me. I feel as if I am wasting my money as well as my parents. I don't know how I am gunna break it to ( Read more... )

So i don't want to study. I have to read for econ right now....i mean i should anyway....

Accounting class is the devil but i just need to make a really good "cheat sheet" bc were allowed and it will save my ass.

I wish I had a boyfriend today....tomorrow meehh I doubt I would want one.

Thursday I take 2 exams (econ and acc) then i go drive to bfe ( Read more... )

yello

Ok so first of all right off the bat, i'm so broke. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later bc of my 106577 car accidents and then getting a brand new car and having to handle the car payment, insurance, gas and everything else along with my phone bill and other expenses which are mainly alcohol and food. So really tho i knew it was ( Read more... )

So today has been wretched, i drank the past 3 nights and its def. kicking my ass. I feel so horrible STILL. I hope tomorrow I am back to normal. I have school. I'm not looking forward to feeling dumb from 10-4. But anyways Friday nite, went to Arts Beats and Eats with my favs, Melissa Joe and Laura. I predrank with franzia then used the ol fake id ( Read more... )

quick update. This past weekend was so much fun.( check the webshots bitchessss) Thursday nite went up to central, stayed there til saturday then saturday nite went up to State. Crazy good times. I can't wait to party it up at CMU (( a cop told me to"hide my beer"....and drove away)) and MSU again. I also can't wait til next year when I am actually ( Read more... )

There aren't many things I regret in life, I truely believe that everything happens for a reason, but there is one thing I wish I had done differently....I really wish I had never gone to OU and I had gone up to CMU with my best friend from the beginning. I think everyyyyonnneee should go away to college. You have to get the experience, that away ( Read more... )

So listen up. I just wanted to say that I am so lonely its sickening. You know that feeling you get when ur about to cry, its like u have something in the back of ur throat? Well I have that feeling every day.....well maybe I'm over exaggerating but I really do feel like I have no one. Yes I have some awesome friends but really tho, you need more ( Read more... )

So tonight I worked. well lets just say my manager is such a bitch, like she may have bi-polar. Sometimes shes awesome but tonight she was the devil. She was yelling at me for EVERYTHING I did. And I wasn't the only one either, she was just simply horrible. At one point I wanted to cry. I should NOT  feel like I am a worthless piece of crap ( Read more... )

So rosemary's entry def. motivated me to update. Summer is almost over and i'm very sad bc its been one hell of a summer and its not quite over yet. Thanks to everyone who made this summer worthwhile and a BLAST. I love all my friends and I'll never for get all the memories. Just check out my webshots and you'll see what a fun summer its been. < ( Read more... )