well things lately have been going to hell. the ex-girl friend thinks that every thing is fine and there aren't any problems between us,like nothing ever happened. so she is not giving me the time and space to heal. ::sigh:: now i no how others felt about me ( Read more... )

welll scince the lats update a lot has happened.

first i had my apendic remove.
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Welll we got back form new york about 2o minutes ago. things are better. i got the chance to go sit on the roof of my aunt building and think things out for a while. we did the usaul while we were there. over price resturants, over priced musams nad more over price things ( Read more... )

i am having a shit day am i leave for knew york in the moring.
i need help my head is fuking me over and i cant think. my wriste are trobing some on help me

Today I learned that you can’t trust people that much. They always seem to stab u in the back some how. Who would have thought it would hurt so much to see another guys arms rapped around her and her just smiling. I don’t think any thing going on between them but even then it hurt so much. I need to forget her. I need to forget everything. All my ( Read more... )

Well today has been interesting day. I skip school so I got bored and stared looking are my old picture. They brought back so many memories. Especially the one of me and my old friends. There was this on picture that just drove me up the wall ( Read more... )

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how would u feel if the person you thought was a good friend truned around and skrewed you over.if did not calll her my self and wish her a happy birth day i probally would not care as much if she just told me i was not invited for some reason.i brought up a party and she palyed it off. i belived her that there wasnt one ( Read more... )

It has never felt so good to be fat. i have been eating like a dog for the past 3 days. left iover turkey, stuffing, pumkin pie, rice, the list never ends. but the down side is i have to go running to lose the four punds i put on but it was worth it. there was so much good food. i had dinner at my grandmothers the day befor thanks giving. thankging ( Read more... )

what is wroung with me.ahhhhhhhh i come home and i feeel all depressed. so now i am sitting hear eating fluff out of the jar getting fat. no i am more depressed. i haventbeen running lately so now i am getting fat i hat this. i need to run and forget about girl then life will be good agian