(no subject)
i've always been for you
there to talk
there to listen
there to comfort
there for rides
there for money
for support
you've said you'd include me in things
you don't even talk to me
you say you owe me one
you might as well have saved your breath
i've heard your apologies enough
the word sorry slowly looses meaning
yet i'm still there for you
despensable like i know no other way
unable to fit in
what am i doing wrong
somehow i feel likes its not just my fault
the shit i hear people say about me
the rumors
my past isn't the best but when people I don't know confront me about it
it fucking pisses me off
the music i listen to
the life i lead
the people i meet
the way i have lived over the last 6 years of being here
what do i have to show for it?
i'm sick of the cute high school bullshit
i'm sick of the lies
its not drama anymore
don't say its ok because you can't feel what i do right now
and don't say i'm exagerating because this has been pent up too long
when was the last time you saw me angry anyways?
cause its only when the good goes away that the bad shows itself
tomorrow in school i'll be fine
but right now at 11 at night the only thing i want to do is release
and wishing you knew what it was like
to hold all this shit inside
you've hurt me
you've lynched me
and all i did was fucking be there for you