i havent wrote on here in a long ass time...well....no one really has...i almost forgot this estrogen drivin hellbent on mass destruction internet journal ( Read more... )

iv had the most amazing past 3 months all because of christi ( Read more... )

ashley never updates this anymore.
which is gay.

<3 - christi

i dunno...so much shit has happened this weekend and its making me really sad...i feel like the shittiest friend in the world to everybody and im so so sorry....

HOLY MOTHER OF POO.....ok...first Christi and April took me to some little hobbit haunted house they painted along time ago when they were on shrooms....nevermind i dont feel like writing the whole thing...ASK ME BOUT IT!!

I can now say without any regret, i hate my life.

why cant i just be myself? getting random drug tests now....goodbye drugs.....i didnt need them anyway...i guess it was just a dumb phase...time to grow up ashley...

Quitting drugs is possibly the Best and most intelligent thing I could do, even if its just for a little while. My mind has become cleared and I know what I want for once. I finally have a job @ Moe's SouthWestern Grill. Yummy. School is going Awesomely well...thats a first too. I am completely surrounded by people who love and care about me, it ( Read more... )

yeah so iv been having extream mood swings latley....thats what you get for being a bi polar bitch...(no really im manic)....fuck living at home anymore...things are getting to be really shitty around irmo...fuck south carolina...i feel like i dont have friends anymore...the only people i ever really talk to or hang out with is cassie and pixie.... ( Read more... )

The Noose ( Read more... )