i wish:

i had a time machine
i made better grades
i could call him
i was somewhere else
i didn't have to worry
i had more money
we were similar
i could explain
it were simple
i was in college
i had a car or vespa
i could let go

i had never left

i feel more like a stranger
each time i come home,
marcelle

i just want to make a clean escape

so i've got all my shit together now. all my ducks in a row. the horse is saddled and ready.

this better work out the way i'm hoping/assuming it will.

i've started making a checklist of shit that i have to do every day so i can make it through the next day. sounds totally nerdy but i feel like a 500 pound rhino has just stepped off my back and i' ( Read more... )

so i've started making lists to be more prepared each day. mrs.aden suggested it ( Read more... )

you know that commercial with the "easy" button? the one you can press so that any back-breaking burden shrivels down to as meaningless of a task as writing your own name ( Read more... )

life is slowing down it seems. everything's taking longer and i don't feel rushed at all. i hope this isn't the calm before the storm... i don't have any tape for the windows and i'm fresh out of batteries ( Read more... )

comedy routines today were fuckin amazing. it's ridiculous how good everyone did. i was so nervous but it ended up being a lot of fun. i'm so glad that it WAS fun. i feel like maybe i can handle acting again ( Read more... )

nothing too new to report here. my dad took me to the doctor today. he thinks we should drive up to charleston next week so i'm not locked up all the time. i agree. i need a change of scenery ( Read more... )

the bright side. alright let's see... the bright side. that's the key, right? when everything's shitty, look on the bright side. let's find the bright side, shall we? positive outcomes of all this on 3: 1-2-3 ( Read more... )

so it seems i've got the m-boy. can i get an M? how about an O? gimme an N! throw in another O ( Read more... )

school is making me sick. literally ( Read more... )