so i jus cant bring my self to do work rite now...so yesterday waz absolutly amazing which sux cause that means im gunna b pining for another gr8 day soon which of course will not happen cause great days happen lke once every 2 months...ooo im sad im not going to c christopher fer lke 2 weeks...its alrite though casue ill b with natasha smokin ( Read more... )

yay christopher is coming over! happy fucking valentines day!

so my day ended up being good...i jus needed to get out nd b with people....which waz nice cause i love my friends nd of course christopher cause there all good to me...man so i waz walkin on webster to my tutors house nd i got sprayed with snow lke 6 billion times from cars drive...nd ima go now cause chris called me

of course im the only loser who goes to sleep b4 i found out that school waz closed...nd im the only loser who wishes we had school today...i am bord out of my fucking mind...nd i cant stand much more of my mother...excuse me while i barf all over the world cause i feel lke shit.

ooooooo THAT WAZ CUTE.......ok but nyways i am very sad because kizzy has tripled booked nd that means my plans for saturday r out.....nyways jenna r we still hangin nyways?.....word so i got a 68 in math umm that sux.....nd 75 in apus.....everything else waz upper 80's nd 90's.....word ouch.....ok peace

ooomg i didnt get high this week or this weekend......i think this is the first time this has happend since lke augest........wow.......weird...........really weird........

this sux i really hate myself fer not gettin my work done earlier...its that im doing wut i want to feeling......damn i hate that feeling

uhg i hate getting invited places nd not being able to go cause of work of something equally sucky.....damn

man im so tired.....nd ive been avoiden writing this paper all week nd now i hafta do it......this sux......so my not so much drugs life is going well....of course it isnt as exciting....i miss getting really excited....i feel lke im simmering....thanx goddness fer sex...all i need is a portafuck...yea....uhg

i feel weird. i am scard.