we dream we cry to amplify.

[churchpunk07]

hey kiddos. it's been a while. i need to update more often. *nod

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[lovecanadia]

you express in words my feelings so extremely well. goodness, i love you so much llama. last week, your note brought me to tears at the realization of what is and has been going on - and my neglegation of it. how sad.. and yet how beautiful. what an inspiration you are to me. everything seems to be a struggle this year, especially lately - but use your own words for sound advice. rely on God above all else. He will strengthen you.
I will definitely be praying for you.

[cirithmel]

haha..YOU remembered me! lol...*rubs it in megans face*

ahem..anywayz...sorry ur having such a rough time. Mm...cant wait to get past my teenage years...it'll get better...dont worry about that. Hey, you know my number tho if it does get a little overwhelming for you...hey..I dont bite..well..too hard anyway..lol.

the poem you requested I post on YOUR diary....instead of someone elses -which was my intention-

[cirithmel]

I cannot tell you this fear in my heart. It pulls me down and tears me apart. The past still haunts me to this very day, and I wish that in your arms I could just waste away. Why then do I run? Why do I hide? Why do I stay so locked up inside? It is because I don't want you to see the apalling, atrocious side of me. I try to cover it up with a smile knowing however that all the while you can still see through all my lies. The truth is plainly written in my eyes. Can you ever forgive me?

I am uncomfortably comfortable around you guys....if that makes any sense at all. Best explanation ive found so far..heh...well. I do care about you guys a lot...thanks for putting up with me and all. Lemme know if ya ever need anything..and i do mean anything. Well I'll leave ya alone now..lol