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Can't Make Sense of This
Just heard on the plane the admonition not to cross the curtain dividing 1st class from us plebeians for security reasons.
Really? Because I'm pretty sure, if I had a knife, I'd just take everyone out in coach but "hey, whoa! There's a curtain there at 1st class. Better not cross that!"
Curtains, the new height in security.
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The New Old Way
Now that I've made a decision in the Bernier/Clover debacle it comes time for me to let Bernier know. It's been a challenge not to second guess myself. I'm not second guessing my decision really. I'm trying to guess at what it is that will make Bernier either stay or leave me. I can't help but feel like I'm missing something. Perhaps in my ( Read more... ) -
Oops :-\
Okay, I want your opinion on what I should do here ( Read more... ) -
Fearing the Abyss
I've recently had the opportunity to see someone play out a pattern I've done a zillion times over. That is the pattern of feeling crazy with panic at the unhappiness of a partner ( Read more... ) -
Vent List
I think that I will feel better today if I make a list of what needs doing and what's on my mind ( Read more... ) -
Ouch
It was suggested to me tonight, again, that the excess of pain I'm experiencing here is due to fibromyalgia. And I asked this person what benefit it would be to me to have a definitive diagnosis. She said that it would indicate a need for me to be especially careful of my joints. I had not heard before that for fibrofolk their muscles are stronger ( Read more... ) -
Jobless Not Taskless
I'm wondering if this time I'm here with no job is having an effect toward me feeling more capable and confident. More able. I think there's something real to be said in taking away the stress of a daily grind job. Before it would happen that I'd be just too stressed out and exhausted from it to do much of what was needed at the end of the day ( Read more... ) -
Why Fly the Coop?
Many people have asked me why I'm moving and why to Albuquerque. The short answer, provided by my sister, is: it might not suck. But inquiring minds want to know. So here it is, medium length format. (There is an incredibly long version.)
Why move?- I would like to live somewhere warmer, sunnier, and drier
- I want to do a restart on several areas of ( Read more... )
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Unsure
What would you do in a relationship with someone who matters to you but you wouldn't feel lost without if you suspected that you are being lied to, but have no proof ? -
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Sometimes I am still taken with the childish desire to disappear at will.