Boredom reigns supreme, even when I have no time of my own to do the things i want to do. I wonder how that works? Bored with the everyday routine I presume. Frustrations abound. I would like to talk about them all, but alas. Like I said in my prior post, I'm becoming incredibly similar to A-. A few months ago she ended her journal because ( Read more... )

More and more i'm finding myself to be like A-. For the longest time I thought the intracacies of her personality and mental well being were not healthy and a creation of a less than spectacular childhood. Perhaps I was correct in that reasoning, however, if that is true about her, than it is true about me. She called me last night. ( Read more... )

An event happend monday night with R-. Ever since i've been in this weird Tony Soprano-esque mood. I have just been angry and frustrated. I've wanted to just beat the shit out of pretty much anyone I saw. It's really distressing. I mean, I don't like being a mean person, I'm a nice person right? right. Anyways, I'm handless ( Read more... )

holy shit it's may. I bought my plane tickets to go to h-town for westminstar graduation and memorial day weekend. My feelings about that trip change nearly hourly. Some days i think, 'yeah i would like to visit A- or A- or all the rest of the crew', then something will happen either here or there and i'll think 'why the hell am I going back ( Read more... )

Remember that old nursery rhyme we used to say when two people of opposite sexes would be nice to each other? " so and so sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. First comes love, then comes marraige then comes a baby in a baby carraige." Well turns out that that rhyme is more true than you know. My older sister had her first child yesterday, a girl ( Read more... )

Well well well, It's April - April showers bring May flowers - I've always thought that that saying meant rain showers. However, i've been shown that it can be snow showers. It was rainyish all week last week and friday the rain turned to snow around 9pm. It snowed till around noon the next day. And another inch or so last night. It's already ( Read more... )

This morning was one of those mornings where the kitties didn't have any food. when they don't they get very upset and hungry. for about an hour(the 7 o'clock hour) Edison was in my room meowing very loudly at me... after I remained in bed and ignored him he went out into the living room and broke some legos that were there. His act of defiance ( Read more... )

Well, i'm quite sorry lj citezns for missing my unofficial weekly update (fridays). There is good reason though my faithful few. Believe what you will, I had a date last night. Yes a real live WOMAN as a date. You may remember me speaking of her (Rebekah) in an earlier update. Well, we both wanted to hang out at some point in time this ( Read more... )

The moment of operation "free rider"'s fruision is upon us. In somewhere less than 24 hours my mother and youngest sister will be here. Craziness will ensue ( Read more... )

MMM I'm hungry, I am thinking pizza and Joan of Arcadia (more specifically Amber Tamblyn) tonite. I got to work this week, 3 of the 5 days. Not all that much work, but I've discovered the ability to stretch a small sum of money a very long ways. I thank my father for that talent ( Read more... )