well iv been in a fuck latley and not the good kind......i dunno iv been having lots of moodswings and im considering going on meds.....im already lonley after leaving tiff and the thing is i dont know what im looking for....i just need someone to be there for me...

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im beginiing to wonder if theres really anyone out there whos for me....like somtimes it just seems like im all on my own or somthing....like im so empty and noone gets me....noone does...nobody really does know me becuase when they start to i turn them away...and i dont know why...maybe im insecure....or maybe i have no feelings left......

well im bored as he;;...noones online to talk to......iv played guitar and iv almost blown up the sun just to see if it will make me freeze or not soooo i just need something to do before i co criminally insane...o wait to late

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You are Staind's "Mudshovel". Quiet and
reflective about your inner rage, you're likely
to let it build until you explode. But when
you do explode, at least people can head-bang
to it.

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Avengful Vampire of the City
You have been wronged so many ways. This as you see it, is your chance to set your anger free for once and all! Whomever dishonor or embarass you will have to pay for such a mistake with their life!

Secret: i am very loving and caring
Secret: i was abused when i was a kid
Secret: my real name is john
Secret: i have chronic mood swings
Secret: i have nightmares almost every night
Not a secret: i write songs almost everyday
Not a secret: i like heavy metal
Not a secret: im broke
Not a secret: im a drummer