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[ciaere]

i still feel like i'm 17 yrs old and that my mom just died. i don't feel like i grew from that event. i love every nicholas sparks movie because my mom and i loved nicholas sparks. the last movie we saw in the theaters together was the notebook. i wanna be with her so bad. i just feel like i can't grow up for her or the rest of my family, partly

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[crazyc00kee22]

I just saw your Facebook post asking if people still use their Livejournals. I did. Occasionally. I kept it private though. Don't really know why. I just wish I had seen this post of yours. I am coming home next week. It's going to be hard driving down our street and passing your house. Honestly, we probably wouldnt have seen eachother when I came home if you were still here. I hate that that is true. I thought about you all day today. I wished things were different. But then I read this post. I had the pleasure of meeting your mother a few times, I mean, we were neighbors! I know now that you are happy and safe with her. I am sad, Suzi. I hope you know you touched many people's lives. You are beautiful inside and out. You will bring many people together, I believe. I will be at your memorial service. I will be there to celebrate your life, along with everyone else whose lives you have touched...may it have been for a minute, or for years. We will meet again one day, Suzi.

[xinthisdiary]

I miss you and I miss your mom as well. I loved the both of you so much. I know posting this on here is useless, your not gona see it. Your gone, and I'm too late. I wish some one would have known about ur lj before hand, me included. I'm so wrapped up in my own life to have time for my friends. I feel like a horrible friend. I wish you would have belived that your mom would not have wanted this. She would have wanted you to go to school, get married, have kids and when they got older tell them stories about her to them. I'm angry that you are gone. Igts not the way its suposed to be. But no1 takes the time to look in to other ppls lifes to notice the signs till its too late. And I wish it wasnt. To late for you. I love you. U where a good person and a loving person and a amazing friend. Rest in peace Suzi King.

Suzi

[anonymous]

Suzi you were an amazing person, I cant tell if this entry was a cry for help or a goodbye. We all keep saying how we wish we would have had more time with you, one more day to see you. Life catches up with us like this and then its too late. We are so consumed in are day to day lives that we don't think about these things. We need to live life like the day is going to be our last day on earth. I'm going to try and work on this. Even though you were tormented inside by your mother not being here anymore you still wanted people to know that you cared about them. We will say goodbye to you next Tuesday. All of us childhood friends. We love you , See you again someday .

[vilbergdobin]

Couldnt agree more with that, very attractive article