Face it people im never on LJ....im always on my a xanga instead...and face it i pay for that ish.....and its more fun...no offense ok....the only people who read this anyway is Helena and Sarah....so you guys check this out..http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=

i miss abe already...he barely left yesutrday,,,hes out on ship now...and going to be gone a whole month...how sad is that shit...but he called me and told me that he loved me and then he could call me the day he got back from ship...damn i whole month with no morning calls...how sad...i hate the fact that i feel so much for this guy...what am i ( Read more... )

Damn im so tired right now....but today was filled with so much drama....well ( Read more... )

work work work....i hate it....work today 5-cls...and since its emmitt i wont be home till like 10 or 1030...damn it all to hell

WEll all ive been going is talking and thinking of my babe...im seriously the most luckies gal in the world. Today he told me that he loved me...and i feel the same...damn so much to say...hes great...wonderful...funny...hes everything i could ever want...and i just dont want this fairy tale to end....aww....i feel like im back in high school... ( Read more... )

damn what is there to say....im just feeling so emotional righ now...i just feel that im not worth anything...andt that im no good..that my whole life in going to spend being lonely and miserable....and that what i have going right now it sooner or later going to turn into shit...that any kind of relationship is not going to happen...that going to ( Read more... )

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well i went to an interview for washington mutual...and hopefully ill get it and then i can have two jobs and and get my carrito...cuz god damn i need it badly....well today has been crazy i was booked to do someladies makeup this morning and hopefully ill be going a quinceañera tomorrow morning at 7 in the am :( oh well its what i love to do so ( Read more... )

aww helena im sorry that you had to be at work all early but hey at least you didnt have to close with Emmitt that boi is hella slow...we didnt get out till like 9 and we closed at 7....whatever....but yeah ley me know if your down to go sring break...damn i have to read for my shakespear class....oh well how many weeks of school do we have left do ( Read more... )

so i told sarah that i updated this thing and then she hooked it up and not it looks like this....shes hella cool ....i love you gurl...and dont trip of that dumb boy!...hes obviously not worth it if he cant see what a great person you are ( Read more... )