One more thing:

[ciara_irishrose]

I woke up high too. I had to stay in bed until like three in the afternoon.

I'm going to see what I wrote on my board......

"sweetfonafone"
"blah"
"Ciara"
"I'm high"
"tingle"
"sway"

-_-;; Erasing that now.....

Comments

[silent_skies]

At least you're embarassed. Maybe that will teach you not to be so stupid again...

Getting high is worse than drinking. I can deal with drinking; but I will *not* deal with you turning into a pothead.

[ciara_irishrose]

I would think getting high is healthier since it has no chemicals and it's natural and stuff.......

But then again, fucking wtih the brain is stupid in itself. I will never get high again, probably never smoke, and rarely drink. How's that? ^^

[twilight_fire]

IT'S STILL FUCKING STUPID! ><;;

Meh...you shouldn't smoke either...trust me...I know. ._.;;

:sighs:

[shivaltheunholy]

Ciara.... I can't stand this now... fucking idiot... You 'cause me so much damn stress and worry, I can't take it. If you don't smoke and even go near weed or anything like that, maybe I'll be your friend again, but god damn.. you're so fucking dumb. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?! :sigh: Whatever. I can't deal with this shit.. NEVER do that shit again. NEVER smoke. I know I'm controlling, but fuck, drinking is enough. Or you're just going to lose me from your life, although I know that wouldn't affect you the slightest bit... like I am much of a friend, and you ever talk to me. So goodbye.. Once you get your act together, I'll want to talk to you. Untill then, fuck you. And yes, I'm pissed. You are doing the 4 things I hate. Smoking has killed my lungs a great deal, smoking has taken the lives of many of my friends and family, and weed has taken many of my past friends, and turned them against me, and lastly you cut, even if it was in the past. I really do hope you are sorry, but THINK. THINK BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING!

Re: :sighs:

[silent_skies]

You said it well, sweetie. ::patpats:: And sadly, I'm afraid that I have to agree with him, Ci. This has gone too far...I can't take it either. I'm sorry.

I haven't cut in 3 weeks...haven't gotten drunk in a month...and yes, I smoke; but that's the only bad point. Drugs are serious, Ciara: and for once, despite all, I'm with Anton on this one. I'm sorry.

Farewell, darling...I love you; but I hope someday you can get your act together.

Until that time; just...goodbye.

<3

Re: :sighs:

[ciara_irishrose]

Okay, I have. Goodness, stop leaving me! I can't take that. I've gotten my act together, all right? Like I said, I wasn't having the best of lives at that time. But I'm good now. It's all good. I'll never cut again, I'll never get high again, I'll never smoke again, and I'm getting rid of all the alcohol that's in my room (but not by drinking). Okay??? Now get y'all's asses back to me. ;;_;;

Re: :sighs:

[twilight_fire]

Ciara...I'm serious. You're close to being fired. Let's see if you go back on your word, and you may be able to keep this thing. ._.

We gotta talk. When are you on?