...good job tonight nick...you jackass

Am I wasting my life?
Am I a waste of life?
Is there someone who could do more in my shoes?
Can they where them and let me go for the ride?

Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the lightThe only lyrics to the song that I really see that fit, but its been in my head regardless. I'm just so tired when I come home from work that I can't bring myself to do ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a long time. A really long time. So...here is a very brief description of things that have happened...leaving a lot out ( Read more... )

I found what I feel like is the program I would love to get into when I graduate from Rutgers. The only thing is it is at Southwestern University in L.A. Meaning I have my ticket to leave N.J. But this also means leaving everyone who means something to me, the people who bring meaning to my life. Another drawback is, when it comes to Law, it is ( Read more... )

So I was chainsawing through the game until I got to the last two boss fights. The first of which I beat for the first time tonight since I started trying a month ago. It is a battle with Death and Dracula. They have 3 combo moves that if they hit you full on can and will kill you, two of them are virtually undodgeable, especially the one when ( Read more... )

Though many said that new Scrubs suck...this episode's moral made me realize something ( Read more... )

It's amazing...today I woke up feeling like the top of the world. Walked to class chin way up, listening to the "Close to Me" cover by The Get Up Kids, smiling, and just wanting to jump off steps on the way. 13 hours later I feel miserable. How is there such a change? Well, I'm not going to say on here, but some know, some don't, but it is ( Read more... )

This is not how this is supposed to work. For the past two days I have been trying to catch up with all of the work I have and yet, with all of my efforts, and spending hours trying to track down magazines, I am where I was before the weekend started. It is just not fair. I have been working my ass off and have nothing to show for it. No wonder ( Read more... )

So...does anyone on this thing remember the me of High School who really didn't care about the future. The me who figured that everything would somehow work out. I think the only one who had a glimpse of that me was Brandon, maybe Steve. What happened to that me? Where did he go? When did I change? What changed me ( Read more... )

Pretentious - noun - Having the characteristics of a bear or ox.