too fast to live
too fast to live
Jessica & Krystal Jung
G; angst, fluff, family!fic rolled into one.
She can't hate Jessica, but sometimes she thinks of what she could do if she could.
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"Do better, okay?"
The snarky retort in the back of Krystal's throat whimpers and curls into itself when she opens her mouth to respond. Her sister's arm is so thin next to hers and up close, and there are bruises on her legs from too many dance practices. But Jessica's voice is calm and her gaze is steady when she looks Krystal in the eyes. Now, Krystal feels so, so, tired and she wishes Jessica could be a good older sister; hold her hand and hug her, tell her it will be okay.
Except that's not what Jessica is or how she's ever been. She's strong, not cold, but strong and Krystal is just weak, feels weak too often around her. She manages to choke out an "Okay," and Jessica smiles, hard like diamonds. "No, don't,", Krystal wants to say; she can feel the million little cuts of "Jessica's little sister" already and she doesn't need her sister to do it too.
Doesn't want to hate her.
From the debut stage, there are several thousand fans but she only sees her sister.
Comment please :)
Jessica & Krystal Jung
G; angst, fluff, family!fic rolled into one.
She can't hate Jessica, but sometimes she thinks of what she could do if she could.
already'>
"Do better, okay?"
The snarky retort in the back of Krystal's throat whimpers and curls into itself when she opens her mouth to respond. Her sister's arm is so thin next to hers and up close, and there are bruises on her legs from too many dance practices. But Jessica's voice is calm and her gaze is steady when she looks Krystal in the eyes. Now, Krystal feels so, so, tired and she wishes Jessica could be a good older sister; hold her hand and hug her, tell her it will be okay.
Except that's not what Jessica is or how she's ever been. She's strong, not cold, but strong and Krystal is just weak, feels weak too often around her. She manages to choke out an "Okay," and Jessica smiles, hard like diamonds. "No, don't,", Krystal wants to say; she can feel the million little cuts of "Jessica's little sister" already and she doesn't need her sister to do it too.
Doesn't want to hate her.
From the debut stage, there are several thousand fans but she only sees her sister.
Comment please :)