too young to die
too young to die
Jessica & Krystal Jung
G; angst, fluff, family!fic rolled into one.
Krystal hasn't left her yet, but every second she moves another step away.
"Do better, okay?"
She schools her voice just so, because she is a singer and that is her job, that is what she does. Krystal's mouth is a miserable line and her shoulders are hunched down tight. Now Jessica wants to crumple, wants to reach out and say "I'm sorry, oh so sorry. Please. Please, forgive me. For not being there- oh God, you don't even know how much I wanted to-" She tries to let her know. But she can't, so she doesn't, and she wishes she could be one of those good older sisters, who hold hands and hug and tell their dongsaeng that everything will be okay.
Krystal stands up and Jessica feels a little frightened and a little awed, that she can share blood with this beautiful girl. Everything about her is long and lean now, acurves melted away by endless dance practices and late nights. Then, she says flatly, "Okay," and just like that, Jessica can feel her drawing one more step away from her. "No, no, no, don't, don't leave me, don't," Jessica cries inside her head; because everyone has done that already and she doesn't need her sister to do it too.
Doesn't want to lose her.
There are five girls leaving their hearts onstage, but she only looks for her sister.
Comment please!
Jessica & Krystal Jung
G; angst, fluff, family!fic rolled into one.
Krystal hasn't left her yet, but every second she moves another step away.
"Do better, okay?"
She schools her voice just so, because she is a singer and that is her job, that is what she does. Krystal's mouth is a miserable line and her shoulders are hunched down tight. Now Jessica wants to crumple, wants to reach out and say "I'm sorry, oh so sorry. Please. Please, forgive me. For not being there- oh God, you don't even know how much I wanted to-" She tries to let her know. But she can't, so she doesn't, and she wishes she could be one of those good older sisters, who hold hands and hug and tell their dongsaeng that everything will be okay.
Krystal stands up and Jessica feels a little frightened and a little awed, that she can share blood with this beautiful girl. Everything about her is long and lean now, acurves melted away by endless dance practices and late nights. Then, she says flatly, "Okay," and just like that, Jessica can feel her drawing one more step away from her. "No, no, no, don't, don't leave me, don't," Jessica cries inside her head; because everyone has done that already and she doesn't need her sister to do it too.
Doesn't want to lose her.
There are five girls leaving their hearts onstage, but she only looks for her sister.
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