lesson about relationships #6:

if you're suspicious of your partner, odds are there's a good reason for it.

"and they're drowning you out."

lesson about relationships #5:

if your hopes are high, it's likely they'll come crashing down soon.

"left me in the cold and i miss you."

lesson about relationships #4:

if she smiles at her ex, it's not because she still loves him. in fact, it probably means she wants to rip out his heart.

"if life's not beautiful without the pain, well then i'd rather not even see beauty again."

lesson about relationships #3:

don't give up on someone you love. never give up on someone you love.

"you grew up and you sparkled, but why don't you care?"

lesson about relationships #2:

if you hurt inside, she'll find out. if you break down, so will she.

lesson about relationships #1:

fighting = bad.

i really feel like an empty coffin.

i'm tired, cynical and broken, but wiser.
heavy with a sense of resentment
but i used to be so much different
i used to have so much more when i started
you knew that i always meant it
i knew i could make a difference
i struggled to be heard and then finally
one day, people started listening

i love you.

i think i'm happy, but if so ( Read more... )

i just don't feel like i should try anymore.