at the edge of the cliff

[ciette]

The last few days have been really painful for me - a fever has been plaguing me on and off, and I've had a headache for close to five days in a row now. As my rl friends are probably clearly aware of, my immune system isn't one of the strongest - I frequently fall prey to various random flu viruses, half-steamed fevers, food poisoning and other

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[clenchedsoul]

!!!! have you gone to see a doctor? :( it sounds like a really bad viral infection!!! you need antibiotics! oh bb i want so badly to go over to your place now and nurse you back to health with soup and steamed cakes D':

also, please please please don't blame yourself for your sister missing school or you having to break outings or for any string of bad luck in your household - IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT AND YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM ♥ as much as you want to keep your sister focussed, there's only so much you can do if she doesn't make the decision herself to give it her all in her work. so please, don't ever blame yourself for things that are out of your control.

p.s. i love you!!!

[clenchedsoul]

LOL then why do doctors always give them to me when i have viral infections? D:

[ciette]

oh dear ;A; so antibiotics just stop them from reproducing? /confused i got antibiotics soon! i have no idea what they do, but i am feeling a little better!

you're right ;A; i started doodling again yesterday when i started to feel a little better ♥ otherwise, i just rotted the past week away X'D thanks for the sweet words my dear /HUGS

[dijeh]

Oh no, I had no idea! You haven't mentioned doctors and medicine at all, have you actually tried contacting one? If not, what the hell are you waiting for. What about your mum? Isn't she worried? And has this happened before?

You really need to do something man, I'm getting really worried now. I think the only advice I can give you now is to call a doctor and drink lots of liquids, they're very good when it comes to fever. Aagh, god damn, why can't I fly to your place D:

[ciette]

you already know this ♥ she was worried but she's a real scrooge when it comes to medication, i don't know why! it's weird because she has no qualms spending 50$ on food /laughs i once had a 40 degree fever and i didn't see a doctor until i went into fits LOL. an ambulance had to come XD now that i think about it, it's quite humorous. but that was when i was about ten or so!

you're right! the doctor gave me the right meds and i am feeling tons TONS better. i wish you could fly here too ;A; i miss you ayuuuuuuuumuuu /clings ♥

[dijeh]

Damn, son, your mum is just. This is actually no laughing matter; she puts you in danger because she doesn't want to spend money? Ugh...

;~; I just realised I have, like, two days left to study for my JP exam. Ahaha

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How is your life otherwise. I mean, sorry for not reading your journal (if you have even updated it lately), I completely forgot about lj and spent all night last night writing a stupid essay.

[ciette]

idk man. i honestly don't understand her most of the time. ;A; she has weird priorities. she cares for me when i'm ill, but she thinks she can get by without consulting the doctor D: it's like it's a weird sense of pride a;lkjdfsaf

HOW WAS YOUR EXAM I KNOW I AM LATE
was it okay? i hope it was okay!!!! ;A;

nah it's okay, i update very infrequently these days, because i'm all over tumblr and dA instead orz AND YES THOSE ARE GOOD PRIORITIES AYUMU rofl you are adorable X'D

[krissified]

I hope you feel better soon! ): sucks to have a weak immune system -- mine's pretty strong and i hardly ever fall prey to flu/colds.

But jiejie, take some time off art! Don't push yourself so hard. Don't forget that your health comes above all others. There's no use if you're not healthy, okay.

[ciette]

thanks so much meimei!! ;A; ♥♥ you cute thing. you're so small and cute but you're unexpectedly much stronger than me! i'll have to take better care of myself.

you're right, bb! thanks for reminding me! this is another reminder that i have to stop going crazy and eating all kinds of sweet stuff and running around in the sun during my holiday. orz i'll keep this in mind bb! ♥

[krissified]

Haha, no, no, i'm not cute at all. > _____ < ;; i think it's really just your immune system -- but then again! I'm falling sick as well. My throat is all sore and disgusting feeling. ):

Ooh you can enjoy yourself but make sure to get lots of rest too, okay? (:

[ciette]

;dlsasd you areee ♥ ♥ oh dear, that's terrible ; A ; you're going to be flying off soon too, aren't you? i hope it doesn't impede you from enjoying your holiday! /HUGS drink lots of honey, barley water ;A;

i definitely will! being healthy is most definitely a simple blessing TT A TT

[haebin]

[ciette]

thank you so much for the well wishes and keeping me in your thoughts, anke. TT A TT ♥ my family has this weird culture of insisting on self medication even if it is very very gradual or even useless. orz thankfully when the fever reached its peak on sunday, my mum sent me to a clinic at a hospital and they gave me medicine, which helped a lot. after resting, i'm much much better ♥

i'll definitely be sure to rest a lot! i think you're right, running around too much and being busy made my body really tired out D: i think in this sense, i'm glad my body got a proper rest!

thank you anke ;A; you're so precious hnggg ♥♥

[numbuh_009]

Oh my gosh, that sounds so horrible! ;A; I really hope you get better soon and ace that interview! *sends TLC and love your way* <3

[ciette]

thanks bb! i somehow managed to postpone my interview which is a huge relief because i can hardly talk right now orz orz but a bad thing is that it seems like they're only going to request for another interview if they don't see any other suitable applicants orz HAHAHA i hate my immune system /STABS SELF