DISCLAIMER: I'm running on no sleep so excuse my icky spelling ability ( Read more... )

The rundown ( Read more... )

I'm here in front of the computer, having to lift up my wrists to type cause I cut them too fucking much ( Read more... )

I passed out today. I'm not exactlty sure why. It might have been because I've been seriously restricting cals, or cause this morning I freaked out after my mom and I faught and I cut myself alot. Or it could just be stressed. I don't know. Now I have a pounding headache and feel so down and out. Ughh. I hate myself. I really, really fucking do.

Jennelle- Oh my God, your dad had a stroke? I was reading your xanga couple entries ago. I'm glad he's ok. If you need to talk, of course you can come to me. I tried to call you but you didn't pick up. I hope everything's ok. Much love ( Read more... )

Peoples!!! Long time no write, heh ( Read more... )

So this is how life goes, we break, we shatter, we rebuild ourselves. Creating (false?) passions to fill a void. We think, contemplating the meaning of life (is there one?). We write, trying (desperatley?) to boil down undefinable emotions into the "human condition." We paint, we sing, we act, we do all of this to somehow understand the reason for ( Read more... )

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