This Is Me...

[cilicia_rain]

I know I haven't been completely honest on here about who I am, and for that I am sorry, but you must also understand that a name and address does not make someone who they are. If I could give myself a name right now that described me even better than my legal name could, I would have to pick Lost. A part of me is missing, and how can I go

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It's me again, you know me but you don't and if you did, it probably wouldn;t matter at all

[anonymous]

Wow, you are probably one of the only people who could put into words how I've always felt with one sentence

"*it's like tasting death, and then spitting it back out, because even that cannot fight your eternal thirst*"

Though I think this sums it all up...

"Its like living in light and loathing it, like craving the dark but hating it, haviung even death reject you, and when you come back around you find that no one really cares all that much about you save you, but eveny ou don't really care"

Re: It's me again, you know me but you don't and if you did, it probably wouldn;t matter at all

[cilicia_rain]

you understand me as well then...are you sure we are not but the same person, living the same lives??

Re: It's me again, you know me but you don't and if you did, it probably wouldn;t matter at all

[cilicia_rain]

all i can say is, instead of me trying to figure out who you are, i'm going to give you some advice: if you are as sad and lost as i am, what you need to do is find someone to talk to. talking really can make someone feel a MILLION times better. but you can't expect that talking just one time to someone is going to fix everything, but it will make you feel better for the time being. it needs to become a habit to seek guidance and sympathy from one good friend whenever they're available and ready to. also, you don't want to spend too much time just sitting around and thinking about things. what you need to do is do whatever makes you happy. i mean GENUINELY happy. and if you can't find anyone to talk to, just ask me for advice on here. i promise i'll listen <3>

[sabanna]

I can relate, I certainly can. I'm sorry you feel like this love. Its no fun I know that its not. I'm here for ya weather it feels like it, weather you realize it, weather you want you to believe it or not, i am. ( I also used the wrong weather. its okay I know i did, just laugh.) Talk to me sometime. I mean really talk you know I'll listen, haven't I always? I hope so.
I love you
Savanna.

[cilicia_rain]

you have always been there for me and i know that you will always be here for me, and i'm so blessed to have you and all of my other wonderful friends. you know very well that i wouldn't be here if it weren't for you guys. we'll talk soon. really, we will...i've missed you lately because you've been sick, and i hope that you're feeling ok. just know that i'm always here for you as well sweetheart. best friends isn't just a word without a depth and meaning behind it. i love you girl! ~rain <3