Birthday? No...

[cilicia_rain]

So today's my birthday, and I'm not too happy. It's sucked all day long and now I don't even think I can celebrate tonight. I've survived another year. How EXCITING. And NOW I get to face ANOTHER crappy year. Some birthday...I'm kind of upset right now. Ok, really upset. Not really with anyone though. Just myself

Comments

[anonymous]

you should be more thankful

[sabanna]

I don't think you have any room to comment on here because you don't know her. YOu know nothing about her. If you think you know something then put your freaking name. YOur comments mean nothing when they are negitive and esp. when they have no name. Grow up.
thanks.

[sabanna]

what is the last thing about?
i love you and I hope that you felt better today.
And if you're not okay please don't act okay. Let your friends help you, that's what we are here for, not just for the fun times. If you show how you feel, really feel I promise you I will not go anywhere. I'll love you still the same, but I dont want you to hide behind a happy shadow. I don't know what made me bring this up, but I really want to see the real you. If you don't know who you are start learning, stop acting. I act too, well less than I did, but i do, everyone does because you might not always want to talk about your feelings, and that is fine too. I don't want to sound like you should tell me, or someone else every single little thing, somethings are good kept to yourself. If you feel alone, im sorry love, but i am here for you. I'm not offering pitty, but i am offering you support and help in whatever way i can give it to you. You'd do the same for me. I love you for who you are, even if you can't quite see it yourself yet.

[neal_011088]

Hey cheer up at least you remembered your own birthday, unlike myself. I went an entire day not realizing that I had already turned 17 until my parents remembered and told me happy b day. So happy birthday, I'll have your CD's for you tomorrow.

[chrys_siamas]

Been there. Find my journal entries from my bday this year (6/30) I was a wreck and crying all day. Maybe it's just the curse of the 15th!

[cilicia_rain]

yeah, i guess it is the curse of 15. i really didn't want to turn that age either, because it just seems like such a cold and lonely age. the first person who commented, i'm not sure if they meant to be rude or not, but i do believe that they are right. I SHOULD be more grateful, it's just very difficult at times. but honestly, i am grateful. sometimes i just get sad. savanna, you have wonderful advise. i love you too, but don't worry, i'm not acting. it may seem like it, sometimes even to myself it does, but really i'm just finding a way to cope with things. as neal told me before "depression is over-rated." thank you neal for the cds. i haven't listened to them yet, but i'm really excited to do so! i love all of you guys SO much. but don't worry, b days don't have to be special anyway. they're just like any other ordinary day. so it's all cool. all my love, rain