Well Last time tried to write in my journal, it basiclly sucked because nothing happened i mean it didn't even update at all. Well life has been really crapy i mean crapy as hell i am afraid i might not go to my cousin's Graduation and that stinks a shit load. I can't have the party for my cousin because i am gonna leave town. All that can make me ( Read more... )

This is the way i feel now that you are drifting apart and speechless is what you left in my breath and i cry when........

And love said no

Love's light blue led me to you
Through the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel introduced me to you
And that moment i knew i was out of hope

Kill me, i begged and love said no
Leave me for dead and ( Read more... )

Well hey well in 2nd we were playing game cube i was good acually i beat a fair number of people in the game, Mortal Kombat. in third nothing just a test. oh and in english i shared a lolly pop with omar and kurtis, i know its weird but there is always a first time for everything it was so freakin funny it wasn't that bad. there is always a mouth ( Read more... )

well today was just so depressing i really don't know why to be exact. really i don't i just felt so bad today and this just suxx! i can't be mad because i gave up on blink but i don't know why i am mad Hmmm. this is just so wired yup wired . Its not that everyone is that fucked up and cold. its just that i don't think no one can understand what ( Read more... )

why in the world are guys so hard to understand!!!!! well why isn't there a freakin' manual!!!!

well in the weeknd i got in trouble because we went to walmart and since my sisters and i have been influenced by BaM mArGeRa we dicided to fight in  the bedding section so we started fighting in there it was cool but all i have are bruses and " you are ( Read more... )

 Well hey today i took the thea test u know i had to do something really stupid i didn't finish the writing portion. I missed to over look in the test so i fell so freakin stupid. well i changed my screen name its HERstar7@aol.com well i g2g

well i got a new computer and my old one i gave it to my sisters. now i have my own room and its a shit load of hello Kitty. wait till Romi comes to my house ~ lol well i got the Viva la bam  season 1,2 and3, yup. well today i was suposed to go with Ricco somewhere but oops~ yeah there was no ride ^_^; but i went to church with my cousin roel and ( Read more... )

Well iam here with Jen doing some work for english. Yup and we are in bored there is nothing happening other than today we are gonna compete for band. Yup but that sucks because i brought the wrong shirt i brought my workout shirt other than my dressy one with sequins. i forgot my Ipod and my cellphone i might stay here in school till 7:30.

well this weeknd i almost lost someone that i really loved I was scared. well i never got my posters and iam thinking of buying the viva la bam season 2&3 yay! what in the world is going on everybody wants to comit suicide what the hell. please think before you preform an action because it hurts. Yup i've been through the phase but i stop and think ( Read more... )

I see through the darkness nothing is in the road i want to carry on i need to find a way home. i need you to understand that nothing is okay i might have the brains to stop the craziness were is my angel i need you now hat the night is dark. iam afraid// but i will carry on.. the breath is behind my neck i need someone to understand iam not an ( Read more... )