A moment of self-loathing

Jul 02, 2006 21:18

I'm terrified. I feel like the world is crashing down upon me. I'm average. I've been lying to myself this whole time thinking i could pull all of this off. I'm so wrong. Only smart, talented, beautiful people can impact the world. I've been fooling myself all along. I'm so shy, so insecure, so lonely, so anxious. My nerves are shot.

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lance_bransen July 4 2006, 00:57:33 UTC
sounds like a big conversation in the works... you and I already know that the first part of this isn't true, especially the part about you being average. As far as the latter, you've always been that way, I see those traits coupled with your mind as the peaks and valley's of a key that, not only is with out a copy, but stands out seprate and aprart from the rest so completely, that one could find it by touch alone.

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