i hate drama. i hate no one. i love everyone. yay ( Read more... )

you can't blame me for everything. i'm sorry things aren't mutual and i'm sorry for the way things happened. but you can't blame me for not knowing how you felt. you know i care about you, don't make it seem like i'm heartless. i hate that my life is on this fucking website, not cool.

Without granting innocence.
Lay down a list of what is wrong.

We'd never know what's wrong without the pain.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

just when you think things can't get worse...i suppose they still could be?

i need help...
i'm going to get help tomorrow...
i'm nervous, apprehensive, annoyed, ashamed, but trying to be positive...

i know i need this...but most of me doesn't want it

--"how did i get here, how the HELL?"

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........i really did scream just now...haha ( Read more... )

where to begin ( Read more... )

what's wrong with me? honestly...someone tell me.why do i give so much of myself to other people? why do people treat me like crap...why do i have "friends" that do nothing to help me in hard times...why do things happen to me that i don't deserve....how could i have been so stupid...how could i have thought that i had something real, something

WHY CAN'T I FORCE MYSELF TO STUDY?!?!?!?! OH MY GOD...NON-STOP PANIC ATTACK....THIS WHOLE WEEK, THEY'RE NOT GONNA STOP! KILL ME I HATE LIFE!!!!!!!!aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

PS-i got the new SLVR! LOOOOOVE IT!

Does anyone have an alternate life they would allow me to live? Even if it's just temporarily ( Read more... )