I just got home from seeing The Passion of Dracula on campus. It wasn't that great of a show. Maybe I overhyped it or maybe I'm just too tired to sit in a theatre tonight. Last night was Halloween. It was really fucking lame. I went to see the Exorcist (which was cool) and then to McDonalds (which made my stomach hurt) and then to a Halloween party ( Read more... )

I just got home from seeing Matchstick Men. The movie was exceptional. I swear that I don't think Nic Cage can do a mad movie anymore. He blew me away in Adaptation, and he was just as amazing in this movie. I'm feeling really lonely tonight. I see Joe in 11 days, and I know I should be glad about that. But I miss him here and now, and I just get ( Read more... )

I just finished watching Adaptation. I purchased it the day it came out on DVD, but this is my first time to watch it since I saw it in theaters. I shouldn't buy things I don't really need. I mean, I really loved this movie. It was the best film I had seen since Almost Famous, but why if I loved it so much, did I just get around to watching it? I ( Read more... )

I guess I have been neglecting my writing for quite some time. It started out as I am so rushed to get everything ready to go back to Colorado. Then, it was, shit, I'm not ready to go back to Colorado. Then I experienced the first week back here before classes and being so alone and missing Joe. Well, I still miss Joe, every second, but it has been ( Read more... )

I had to wake up really early this morning to go to have a upper GI for my stomach problems. First, I had to swallow these poprock-like substance with one sip of water. It puts air in your stomach and makes you want to burp, but you aren't allowed to burp. Then, I had to drink a ton of liquid barium. It tastes horrible. I knew the doctor, and he ( Read more... )

So today is August 1st. That means I have only 18 days left with Joseph before I leave. That means it is only 18 days until my heart will have to be disconnected from my body and I'll have to discover a word more powerful than lonely because lonely won't begin to include all of my feelings of loss. On Wednesday night, Joe went with me to Central ( Read more... )

I took some liquid codeine last night for my little cold, and I'm still not fully recovered from it. I guess I'm not complaining. I feel as if I'm in a state of relaxation. The only problem is that I've been at work since 9, and my eyes seem to get heavier as the day progresses. I'm talking to Coco about shorts. He says that men's shorts these days ( Read more... )

It is so cold in my office that it is becoming embarassing. There are mostly ladies that work hear because the real estate business in our town is mainly female centered. But there are still men. And it really doesn't matter who works here because they alll can see my nipples. I'm not saying actually that you can see them through my white shirt, ( Read more... )

I'm so happy it's Friday. I get paid today. Because of Joe and my trip to Colorado, my funds are really low, and I need this paycheck majorly. Tuesday the 8th was Joe and my 3 month anniversary. It's kind of weird because it seems like we've been together for a lot longer but at the same time, it's hard to believe that much time has already passed ( Read more... )

Today has been quaint. I slept in a little, fixed some lunch, and went grocery shopping with my grandpa. I got some really cool jeans when we went to Walmart. They are dark blue and tight fitting. They look good. Tonight my plans are still up in the air. We may go to Riverfront Park and watch the fireworks. Or we may go to Keith Road and pop our ( Read more... )