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May 15, 2005 22:18

What has happened to me?
Why cant i have the perfect boyfriend?
Why cant i just have a boyfriend?
Why do i get stuck at home when all my best friends are out with there boyfriends?
How can life be so good and yet at the same time be so shitty?
How come i cant just be content with who i am?

God! Why cant i just be more like them?

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cpt_crunch16 May 16 2005, 02:36:57 UTC
amanda, we need to go on a date.... i mean, we're frickin engaged already...

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cindermanda7 May 17 2005, 01:00:52 UTC
haha. Alright joe we can go on a date! You name the time and place.

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cherrychick069 May 16 2005, 10:38:00 UTC
what the hell, amanda? not all ofyour best friends have boyfriends anyway...silly girl. and you don't want to be "more like" us. none of us are perfect...stop worrying...sometimes you have to wait longer than you'd like to. everybody is different...i'm sorry that you are upset..i'm so sorry. id on't like seeing you sad.

i lovelot you.

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cindermanda7 May 17 2005, 01:05:12 UTC
Ashley the only one of my Best friends who doesnt have a boyfriend is Candis. I am just so sick of waiting. You have no idea what its like to sit home by yourself on saturday night because all of your friends are out with there boyfriends. I hate it. I am just sick of being me. Its so hard for all you guys to understand and im not asking you to. Its just me, im just being difficult, like always, thats me....The dificult one who doesnt believe anything but what i think.

((If any of that even makes sense))

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ponkminkeys May 17 2005, 01:38:00 UTC
i know how that feels, thats why we are always together on saturday nights lol i love you...and we will sit and not wait, but wonder when its going to happen for us, and then we will dream about our perfect boy... then when we wake up we will discuss our dreams and make WAFFLES!!!!

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cindermanda7 May 23 2005, 22:06:06 UTC
I love you! You just made my day!

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osokerazyboi06 May 17 2005, 01:14:26 UTC
Well, you missed out on me. : )

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cindermanda7 May 17 2005, 01:32:31 UTC
I missed out on you? Okay..haha.

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osokerazyboi06 May 17 2005, 04:30:07 UTC
More like I missed out on you.Hahahahaha you're so hot.

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cindermanda7 May 23 2005, 22:10:06 UTC
Well thanks. That makes me feel so good!

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prom!! anonymous May 23 2005, 16:28:36 UTC
HEy when are you gonna post your prom pictures!!!?

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Re: prom!! cindermanda7 May 23 2005, 22:12:10 UTC
I dont have them on the computer yet.. who is this again?

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