Comments | cindy_ernst: Hello

cindy_ernst

Hello

Jan 25, 2006 11:50

Hi everyone, just not feeling like writing much anymore. Things are good here. I really love the winter. It is so beautiful....maybe by April I'll be over it.But so far it's OK ( Read more... )

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alwaysworried January 25 2006, 09:09:05 UTC

glad to see an update, hope everything works out for you guys. seen any pictures of the baby yet?

cindy_ernst January 26 2006, 05:18:03 UTC

The only pics I have seen are the ones my sister took at the hospital.That was in Sept 05.

honeyswtrose January 26 2006, 16:26:21 UTC

I am glad you updated. I was wondering what was going on and making sure things were okay.

I am sorry things haven't worked out the way was planned. I do hope he can find another job that he really wants to do.

I can imagine you loving your first winter. Have you made a snow angel yet? LOL

cindy_ernst January 27 2006, 05:50:34 UTC

Thanks I'm sure it will all work out for us. It's never boring with all the moving...it is getting old .

As far as snow...I was raised in Miami, Fl. when I was 12-13 for reasons I won't go into now, my mother rushed me to her sisters in Louisville, Ky. The night I got there it was lightly snowing and I fell in love with it. And stayed for 7 years. I had met a young man and he was just as excited to see someone react to it as I was to see it....he showed me how to make my first and only snow angel.

WEll you have a good day I'll be around some...bye

Crystal I love you.

anonymous March 1 2006, 10:30:19 UTC

SO I FEEL THAT MAYBE I CAN GET PASSED THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE INTERFERED WITH EVERYTHING BUT I THINK IT MIGHT BE OK IF U TALKED TO HER ON THE PHONE AT FIRST IM WILLING TO CAVE IN THAT MUCH AND WE WILL SEE HOW IT GOES IF AT ANY POINT IN TIME I SEE THAT U UPSET OR HURT HER IN ANY WAY YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE AROUND OR TALK TO I WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING HURT HER AGAIN NOT EVEN U , SHE IS A GREAT MOTHER AND A LOVING AND TRUSTING GIRLFRIEND, U SHOULD GET TO KNOW HER ALL OVER AGAIN SHE REALLY HAS GROWN INTO A BEAUTIFUL PERSON..... IF U WANT THE CHANCE RESPOND AND I WILL LET HER KNOW.......

cindy_ernst March 2 2006, 11:47:33 UTC

My intentions were never to hurt her. I have always admitted to her my faults. The one thing I always new, is that she would be a wonderful, loving and caring mommy.

As a parent of now 2 babies you should understand wanting to protect your kids. When they are teens and know everything is when you panic wanting them to listen to reason and experience. And there were times when I should have just let go instead I hanging on trying to keep them from hurt or trouble....hind sight is 20/20

I am looking forward to talking to her I know having a child has gotten her to see things in a new light and be more mature.I want to know my grandson and his beautiful loving mommy.

I also would like to put this all behind us now that we are tied to each other. We may never like each other (or maybe we will) but we can be civil and respect each other for the sake of family.

alwaysworried April 12 2006, 18:52:05 UTC

where have you been? how is everything? still in ny?

cindy_ernst April 13 2006, 05:44:11 UTC

Thanks for thinking of me. I posted whats going on with me here in NY. Hope your doing well....I'll read some of your latest posts later and see whats been going on with you!