Today may have been one of the girliest days of my life. I started out by meeting Lynnette at school to drop off my scholarship application, then we walked down Park Ave to the bridal store for her final fitting for her bridesmaid's dress for her sister's wedding next weekend. After leaving a literal zoo of bridezillas, we did a quick run through ( Read more... )

When I was a little girl I would spend my summers running free through the hills of Kentucky. My little sister and I would pack our lunches and head down to the holler, following a path we knew so well we could have traveled it with our eyes closed. We were never scared,the trees where our close friends. Some days we would collect moss from the ( Read more... )

It's time to turn off my heart.

I finally did it today. After about one million lectures on my attitude and why I am "so lucky" to work at Tijuana Flats and getting yelled at because I felt like I had been "fucked" by my schedule again this week, I called and quit. I am done with demeaning jobs, snotty rich people, and being told I on a daily basis that "a million girls would ( Read more... )

Today at work I flooded the entire kitchen while brewing tea, shut the door too hard and knocked off a bottle of hot sauce which splattered everywhere, accidently dropped a salt shaker behind a trash can therefor shattering it, and recieved yet another talk about my "attitude." Things are not going well internally, therefore my clumsiness is ( Read more... )

I think I have food poisioning. I have been sick all night and all morning. I had to call into work and they are mad, but fuck them. Why did I think it would be okay for me to eat chicken?

I've come to the conclusion that downtown Orlando really does not have much for me. It's not that I hate one place or one person or anything, it is just that I am going through a stage of just wanting to hang out around Winter Park with people I really like, not in loud, crowded places with people I am indifferent towards. But not everyone feels ( Read more... )

Dear Close Reading of "The Awakening" Paper ( Read more... )

I am rotting from the inside out. It started in my teeth and has moved on to my heart.

Things are not off to a great start. I seem to have let down everyone in my life including myself. My life is such a mess that I have no idea where to even begin to put it back together. Or if I even can. But for everyone who had a wonderful New Years and have great things planned and to look forward to this year, I am very happy for you and ( Read more... )