so so so much to type
i haven't been bothered to update this space as the longer i didn't update, the more didn't feel like updating. it just felt as if i had to update what happened between te void period of time in one post which just kept getting larger and larger.
i think i'm a very selfish person. i know i am very selfish. and one think i do not like in my life, is not liking people to make choices similar to mine. i want to be special and unique. and when people do, i secretly pray that they do not get it, i'm such a bitch.
i guess secretly/openly i think i'm better than anyone, even though the hard fact is that i'm not. but i know i'm good, and i can justify that. but i always wonder, why is it so hard for me to accept? accept that there are people like me.
realise that everything begins with the word i.haii...how self centered am i?
so, there are still things i wanna prove and do for the coming year.
1. i really want to get a car even though i secretly know that it is so highly impossible. i'm not as lucky to have nice cars to drive upon attaining license. (and yes secretly i curse that they probably crash all their nice cars which is such a devilish thought)
2. I really wanna get my music and video career up up up.
i'll think of more.
meanwhile, i'm gonna move to wordpress..woohoo
i think i'm a very selfish person. i know i am very selfish. and one think i do not like in my life, is not liking people to make choices similar to mine. i want to be special and unique. and when people do, i secretly pray that they do not get it, i'm such a bitch.
i guess secretly/openly i think i'm better than anyone, even though the hard fact is that i'm not. but i know i'm good, and i can justify that. but i always wonder, why is it so hard for me to accept? accept that there are people like me.
realise that everything begins with the word i.haii...how self centered am i?
so, there are still things i wanna prove and do for the coming year.
1. i really want to get a car even though i secretly know that it is so highly impossible. i'm not as lucky to have nice cars to drive upon attaining license. (and yes secretly i curse that they probably crash all their nice cars which is such a devilish thought)
2. I really wanna get my music and video career up up up.
i'll think of more.
meanwhile, i'm gonna move to wordpress..woohoo