Well, I talked to you on the phone, but I gotta say: stop blaming yourself. I know it's super hard, because believe me, I totally am 100% all about "what's wrong with me? what did I do?" but I try really hard to remind myself that that mindset sucks.
I think his behavior is definitely pretty whacked out if it as you have described. Also I feel that he was very insensitive just being like "lol chin up buckaroo, ttyl, byeeee." He seems a little emotionally retarded. I almost would say, girl, you need to CALL HIM UP and DEMAND an explanation, rather than just wait for him, buuuut I can't say that 'cause... I probably do it either. Actually, I'd probably do it on AIM.
I don't think you should give up your dream of LA, but if you do move in with the moomster, it would give you a base of operations to both LA and the Seattle/Vancouver area (they do film there right? more than BSG I mean :) ).
I love you man. Actually, class is over so calling you back now.
I'm so sorry Amanda. I was hoping that he and you would work out. I wish I could offer you support in person because of all the stresses you've got going on right now. Don't give up on LA even if you have to work to save up and then move back. It's your dream to be out there so do all you can to live it. Hang in there Amanda. I'm here if you need another ear to talk to. *hugs*
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I think his behavior is definitely pretty whacked out if it as you have described. Also I feel that he was very insensitive just being like "lol chin up buckaroo, ttyl, byeeee." He seems a little emotionally retarded. I almost would say, girl, you need to CALL HIM UP and DEMAND an explanation, rather than just wait for him, buuuut I can't say that 'cause... I probably do it either. Actually, I'd probably do it on AIM.
I don't think you should give up your dream of LA, but if you do move in with the moomster, it would give you a base of operations to both LA and the Seattle/Vancouver area (they do film there right? more than BSG I mean :) ).
I love you man. Actually, class is over so calling you back now.
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