that was harder then when i said goodbye to lisa.
fucking hell. i wish i wasn't this way.
he means so much but i need to get better. i have to stop hurting myself & making him mad.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.

one day i want to be sane enough to talk to one of my best friends without falling to pieces.

today i made a robot.

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if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want, either good or bad. come on, just do it. please. xx

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i'm just danica & that depresses me.

i really miss lisa.
i wish i knew how to find her.
i iwsh i knew what happened to her.
i just want to know she survived.

i met a girl. she made me smile. and blush a little.
i drank cocktails.
i drank vodka & pineapple.
i sat in a corner & thought.
i danced.
i came home & didn't feel like sleeping alone so i curled into a ball.
i pretended you were there.

listening to phantom planet.
reminded of summer. ebony & love.
"california, here we come."

(i hate people who lie about my best friend. the end.)

saturday = drive to brisbane.
sunday = fly to sydney.

come back.....whenever i can afford too.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. officialy happiest girl ever!!!!!

TO FANS OF H.I.M::

tickets on sale december 15 for thier show at the tivoli in brisbane in march.

the end.