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[cinepanorama]

I'm just incapable of love. I've proved it time and time again to myself

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[nymphancy]

Perhaps you're not a robotic shell. You'll surprise yourself.

[cinepanorama]

I'm pretty certain I am. it's almost as if my emotions feed out directly by watching movies.

[mariocanario]

Is it indiscreet to ask what the last statement means?it sounds really familiar, if you mean what i think you mean, but i'm not at all sure.

[cinepanorama]

"it's almost as if my emotions feed out directly by watching movies. "

Was it this statement you were referring to? If so, I meant that movies let me live many different lives. As opposed to just one marriage, one love, one job, etc. (not every movie of course) but some redefine what I find to be love and emotion. I want to live this strongly, at least ideally, and I try to. however, I live with as little emotion as possible. It's as if all the drama within myself is sucked into the films I watch.
I hope that explained it... Lately I've become increasingly more inarticulate.