Scene: An interrogation room in Seattle. In a chair behind the cold, metal table sits Peter Norton, 42. He is a slim man who sits with an acute precision and awareness of his body. He is wearing a sheer T-shirt and jeans and, although it is freezing in the precinct, he seems unaware of the cold. He sits leaning forward with his hands braced against ( Read more... )

I missed two weeks of school prior to break and now I've missed another three days. I need to get it together but every time I ascend the hill to the school and see the traffic lights, Luther floods my mind. I see him everywhere.

I've applied to five colleges yet, at this rate, I won't even graduate high school.

Two days ago, Luther shot himself in the head behind the dumpsters in his apartment complex.

So, one of the main reasons why I never use Livejournal anymore is because my friends list is enormous and cluttered with people who I have no interaction with ( Read more... )

SerenadeOn your brow rests the color of the poppies ( Read more... )

you get so much celebrity for bedding the local rock star.

also, i would like to note that i am generally well-liked but always set apart.

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whenever I used to try to fantasize about sex with him I imagined him dead of an overdose in some surreal morgue.

now i can't even think of how his naked body felt against mine.

i'm pleased at his leaving.

My own impulsiveness has led me to absolute despair again. I've destroyed the chance of friendship with Joe. My clinging to this long-dead relationship is another disturbing sign of how truly crazy I have allowed myself to become. My fixations are a daily embarrassment. I suppose I built all of the disasters of the past two years unto that one ( Read more... )

I've spent the last few hours writing about the demonization of Japanese culture during World War II. This combined with soul-numbing documentaries about Hiroshima has left me with the sort of headache that feels like every bone in my skull has been crushed to a fine powder. In turn, this makes me feel very sullen, glum, and despondent to life in ( Read more... )