nothing has been inspiring big enough to write whole entries about just tid bits here and there ( Read more... )

twisting, turning, writhing, struggling, my emotions and feelings are everywhere today...confusion.......confusion.....confusion. so many things to say not enough time to do it in.......why do people confuse me with actions, actions that are not friend, foe.......lover.......or are they?. the emotions running through my brain are a matrix long ( Read more... )

the forest is beautiful at night, the mushrooms seem to have a silver aura around them that whispers magic to its surroundings. Coming here is not good or bad.....it just is. The spring seems to have either heightened emotions or made all emotion disappear. mine has all but gone away. It is sad that I come here only to express my emotions but isnt ( Read more... )

The pages constantly turn, they turn out of habit. Even the wind that used to ruffle the pages in excitement now just turns the pages faster. I am tired of the turning pages. the pure nothingness is everywhere. the pages have the same writing, never ceasing. my thoughts, my actions, my words, are all here in this book. this book which seems to go ( Read more... )

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we had family photographs today. when we got the proofs back it was so strange to see myself in a photo.i have not seen a photo of my self since the begining of this year. the person in the photo did not feel like me. i only saw what emotions had happened in this persons life that was me. i have changed since the beging of this year. the strangest ( Read more... )

I havent been to school for two days and (never thought I would say this) I am missing the people. I saw the TV Movie "A Wrinkle In Time" I give HELLA props to it, it really spoke to me. It fit my imagination (if that is possible). I had goosebumps about 90% of the time, now granted I am sick but I dont think it had anything to do with that. I am ( Read more... )

The forest is quiet even though my head is so loud. The banging and pounding from my blood feels like two people playing drums on my skull. I walk into the forest to see maybe if the strong scent of cinnamon will help clear my head. upon entering the forest I see a single door sitting in the very middle of the glade. Approaching it i notice that it ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. While walking the gray halls of the school I threw out random complements to people and had them returned. It was beautiful and made my day ( Read more... )

The light hurts my eyes. The suns seems to wink through the trees at me ( Read more... )